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[twiztid_fare_e]

I figured it out, whats been bugging me, well i know its not all of it, but its a huge part, the most important part. I've lost you. you may say i havent and make up excuses, but its true, believe it or not. I have no idea what happened, and i dont understand why. i dont blame you at all, please dont read this and get aggravated and talk to someone

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This reminds me of you:

[lightofme]

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies

[Chorus:]
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

[Chorus]

Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies

[Chorus]

No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.

I was listening to this song when i read this entry. I thought it was kind of ironic with the mood and all. Its you. I'm sorry things arent going well for you right now. :(

I love you *so* much Jeska. Always remember that.
-Brittany

[twiztid_fare_e]

thank you so much sweety i love you to. my new cell # is 281 627 2990, call me sometime i need to come see you and those beautiful babies! <3jeska

Jeska

[pinkladyluva]

Im sorry i made you feel that way like your not one of my priorities i was wrong you were there for me and i made you feel like i was doing it out of obligation . I am selfish i know that and i need to work on that and if you need me ill be here. and your rite i did put my self i n this situation but thats my bad and thats just what i have to deal with but i shouldnt do it all alone thats what my friends are for to help me like i help them but i guess im selfish and keep to my self and my own problems. But thank you Jeska for helping me realize me being the way i am and im sorry if i hurt you Please forgive meLoveAlwayz Manuel

That's the thing

[sweettaco]

that's the thing when life changes you loose friends not matter what. It will happen wether you want it to or not. Prime example i had to get a job and go to college and my best friend since the 5th grade and i hardly speak anymore. like every 2 or 3 weeks. not at all like we used to. just thought i wood drop that. love ya

Sweetheart

Re: That's the thing

[twiztid_fare_e]

i know sweety i just hate it i dont ever want to loose any of yall, you tried to call me earlier, but i answered and something happened so it hung up, brother told me not to call bak cuz it was too late, sorry ill call you tomoro! xoxjeska!

A suggestion

[lightofme]

Sup
I beleive you should read Plato's The Republic due to the words you posted. They were absolutly beautiful and true. A person like yourself would benifit greatly from Plato's work. And also keep pouring your wisdom on the world it to can greatly benifit from your words as i and many others have. It seems you have the potential to become a great philosifer, I have seen this in your writing, your attitude, and your spirit. But above all BE FREE!!!!

to see is to be,
PYRO