my need to be loved...but by you

[twiztid_fare_e]

ive thought about this alot, desperate hrs of crying, leaving scars on my heart, making me colder and colder. but only on the inside. my outward appearance is happy, and im so confused about why, i feel like im spinning or maybe im standing stil and everything else is moving so fast, and no one will let me catch up, as soon as i take a moment to me

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Lil' Jessica?

[sweettaco]

I think it is you but I wasn't quite sure if it was the other Jessica. Jessica W. may be using someone else's name. Any who I pretty much figured it out by what the journal was about cause I am smart like that. Not really I was a bit confused cause other jess don't live with her mom and what not. You signed your name exactly like she does. Ya did nothing all weekend and it was nice. Didn't go anywhere or do anything except sleep. And I have homework. Just did not feel like learning anything. Ya know I have been X free for like lil' over a month. Just not really felt like doing it. Plus no job equals no money. Well just thought I would drop you a line. A really long one but you are probably really glad to hear from me. Later Snuggle Bugg!

Sweetheart

Re: Lil' Jessica?

[twiztid_fare_e]

yea its me! im realy excited to hear from you! we need to hang out! and on haloween were gona party! ur stil bein christina rite? u should! wel sory this isnt very long im bout to have to leave but i luv u! <3jeska!