LMAO Jaimie and I are having WAYYYY too much fun killing people and doing all sorts of hellish deeds on Grand Theft Auto- Vice City...its grand! Im hearing sirens like every two seconds...there are some bad prostitutes in this game though...they are slutty up until they get in the car, then suddenly they have morals and the dont know what their job ( Read more... )

So once again I am in a sad/bad mood, which has been called being emo as of late. Alex just says that lately if people are depressed or what not. Twas clever I must say...but fuck emo. Yes I am quite bitter right now, and I do believe I have a good reason...and if it is thought differently...too damn bad. So here I am at 6:40 in the morning ( Read more... )

So yeah today is another shitty day...not so much as in events...but more so in mind. I dont know, I tend to have alot of these..surprise surprise. I wish I could just be a happy person, I truly do. Instead i'm negative and one way or another always feeling like shit and inadequate in comparison with everyone else. Yeah my life isn't horrible, ( Read more... )

Oh man...now i'm gonna have that stupid song stuck in my head the rest of the evening...yeah i do mean LaLa by Ashlee Simpson. It just might have something to do with the fact that her show is playing in the background. lol Ahh good stuff...So Yeah i know i haven't updated in a lil bit...its ok i tend to think i only have one die hard fan out ( Read more... )

So today I am wearing something a little different and I'm not sure i can pull it off. I am borrowing Jaimie's Trogdor shirt, wearing black capris, my dress/casual black and white tweed jacket, checkered belt, and my cons. I wish I had a hat to complete the outfit...but I dont even know if it works. ARGH! Anyways...i thought i'd write something ( Read more... )

I haven't been good lately...like mentally...same old shit is gettin me down ( Read more... )

I was attempting to be clever and think of something cool for this entry's title...but we see how that turned out. Things are just not going well with myself in my OWN opinion (facts contributing). So yeah. No fun. As i sit here and hack up half of my lung...well more like trying to cough up my vocal cords or something. Damn sinuses to hell!!! ( Read more... )

Right now I am in the process of mentally foraging for food...however that may actually work. To narrow it down...i am blah, i have been very shitty and sad lately, and I dont wanna go to work tomorrow...its gonna be cold this weekend!! But I need the money...being poor sucks! Oh well...i dont really feel like writing in here right now...for the ( Read more... )

Well it is the "holiday season" as I have heard day in and day out now for a week or so...im not feeling the happiness!! Where the fuck is it!?!? ::looks around:: Nope. Nothing. GUess i don't deserve it. Blah to everyone! I still don't like people and i think i never will!! Too bad...if I stop getting screwed over by "friends" or just by people in ( Read more... )

Ok maybe not all so much blahness as more of sadness...GRR! Yes there is some grrness included in that! SO right now I am sitting here at Meadowlawn attempting to update my damn journal in between of getting pulled into different jobs. Oh well, I don't mind considering the fact that I'm still a loser who has no new friends...blah. I just seem to ( Read more... )