do you believe...

[twl21093]

you know when someone passes away, there may be something that happens out of the ordinary that you think may be a sign from them. well last night, when i was typing my journal entry, i was alone in my house.. my dogs were outside.. i had a t.v. tray set up in the living room w/ my Op Ivy cd on it. the reason the op ivy cd was on it was i was

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[boka_cheka]

as i said to hananan.. i've been where you are and i know it's difficult. i wish i could offer you some words of consolation, but i fear whatever i say would be moot.

when my best girl died, i had experiences similar to yours. most of it was her playing pranks.. disconnecting phone calls with friends, ringing the doorbell, moving stuff out of it's place.

once, i swear, i was lying in bed crying and i felt a kiss on my cheek and the covers move upward ever so slightly.

those are the signs you hold on to.. i'm glad you didn't cop your experience up to nothing.

if you need to talk, i'll say i'll be here. since we're not good friends or anything, i don't know if you'll take advantage of that. but honestly.. if you need to talk, you can talk to me.

otherwise.. i look forward to seeing your processing through your entries.

.Alexys.