Well, this livejournal is kind of dead anyway. Ironic as that sounds.

Soooo ATTENTION.
Hahhaa, caps.

If you are lj-friends with me on here, and actually care to still be lj-friends, I have a new journal.
http://iidrum.livejournal.com

Kk?  Cool.

~J

This is so very not ideal.
Everything.

I really, really dislike living day to day on emotion.

Is it enough to say that I tried ( Read more... )

Things seem to be slowly falling into place ( Read more... )

Still hours before sunrise on a Saturday.
Seemingly endless time spent as intertwined souls.
Noise on for background. Color. Filler.
Hours after forgetting all about the troubles of the day.
And lost in the ease of night.

Here.
And things start to look up.

Fine, then ( Read more... )

There's still insecurity ( Read more... )

Comfort me. Support me. Offer me your stability.

These shaking hands can't hold onto the racing mind that's speeding circles around my head.

“Incident ( Read more... )

How am I supposed to decide anything when my own mind is in constant disagreement with itself?

This is ridiculous.

I refuse to hurt anyone on my mistakes.
I refuse to hurt anyone if I have any other option.

Especially you.

That is the last thing you need.

So I won't.
I won't anything.
I'll just be.