I read this tonight... made me think about what im doing... just with everything im doing...but i still dont know what that is ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a while, and i mean things have been going on, but I just don’t have much to write about. I don't know how I’ve been feeling things are just confusing lately. But although things are confusing im trying to be as optimistic as possible and like realizing that things are actually going really good and that there’s no reason to be ( Read more... )

On the computer but too tired to write everything and make a long post. Went out tonight and had quite the time... Band recording at marshalls in the morn and than prob chillin w/ ilana if she can or if not going out at the night. My eyes are WIDE open. Ahaha you feeling me. Late

Ha yea right i dont wana talk anyways.. i always like to kid myself though when the conversation lasts a good 20 seconds. The tables have totally turned and its puttin me down. Uhhh yea but basically im gana try not to trip and just accept that im just a sad ass loser who is pathetic and like takes years to move on from shit like a loser. Uhh went ( Read more... )

Uhhh okay home during 3rd/4th before baseball and really bored. I feel like just driving all far for no reason and like not comming back for a few days just to see the outcome and just to get away from here. That would be tight. Except im broke. Fuck yea dude i used to have so much money and now i have nothing i needa get a nother job but im way to ( Read more... )

Dude ive been on a downer lately. Shits gay. Im gay. Just kiddin haha. Umm okay nothings really happend....today was boring and shit and nothing to say about school except im failing both of my classes. Yea thats right both, i only have 2 classes and am failing them. Great just great. Practice was cool today tho, than we went to the batting cages i ( Read more... )

Dude shittay. Actually naw shits just weird lately. Im regularly hangin w/ ilana agian. Its chill but its getting me back into my old mindset of being like always thinking about her and its not good. I meen shes really chill and its tight to hang out but like... shes involved with other stuff and its just not the right timming. I act on stuff and ( Read more... )

Its saturday, and im bored as hell man. K so this morning i was supposed to go to this SAT class at 9 out at ucsb, and i woke up and i felt like shit i so i was like fuck that. BUT my parents payed for it already so i had to go out there. But i just didn't go i parked at the beach for 2 hours and just listend to music. It was nice, but boring. Not ( Read more... )

K haven't updated this shznit in a while but i guess now that fucking gru of all people has one maybe ill start to do this more often to make fun of him. Hes gay, and its funny. Anyways room 101 (gay name) has written some tight shit lately...umm baseball is gay cause we suck and i cant throw my curve for shit anymore...and girls are just like not ( Read more... )

Isn't there something weird about writing this when no one is going to read it? I guess the idea behind it is that people will read it, but who wants all their thoughts to be read. Maybe i need to just branch out a bit. I have yet to even let the people who wanted me to get one of these that i have in fact started one, we'll see how long i wait ( Read more... )