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niiiiiice.

am getting increasingly impulsive and impatient these days. what happened to observing on the sidelines and keeping things to myself? i don't know.. used to think that being straightforward and vocal is a good thing. but as i'm becoming more and more so, those traits just don't seem so desirable anymore. maybe i crossed the line between being frank ( Read more... )

"The Greek word, eros, denotes want, lack. The desire for that which is missing. The lover wants what he does not have. It is by definition impossible for him to have what he wants. If, as soon as it is had, it is no longer wanted."

- Eros the Bittersweet, Anne Carson

just got home to read the absolute sweetest post that has ever been written for me.
thank you love, i'll be strong! :)
and by the way you know too much... D R C and A indeed hahahahahahah!

the 14th of july..
2 years, 7 months, and 19 days.
there's really nothing i can say about this now.

and happy birthday cheryl, you would have turned 22 today.
you're at a good place now, right?

sometimes i really don't know who i am. this girl i met recently described me so easily, just by listing all the characteristics us cancerians share. and it's kind of spooky, like she knows me inside out already just because her girlfriend's birthday is ten days before mine. then again it's more than that, sometimes i feel formless, like i am ( Read more... )

a zillion thoughts zipping about in my head,
but at least I don't have one more regret -
something my life so far is so fraught with.

don't like how i always feel a rash impulse to do things due to external reasons ( Read more... )

doesn't it always seem like it's much easier for someone to forget you,
than for you to forget him or her?
first entry post-trip was supposed to be an upbeat one about regrouping.
but..
am not feeling it.
should pull my fat +3kg ass to the pool soon.

sucks to know that a little bit of fun can cause so much damage.
guess there are many things about me I need to change after all..
feels fucking bad.