We've been growing apart lately. It hurts, yet I don't know what im feeling. The past seems like a dream and the future seems nowhere to be found. I hope we can work this out whatever is going on ( Read more... )

Got a cell finally, verizon. numbers (360)631-3845 I have the in network stuff so call me from anywhere if you have verizon.

I get to draw chentelle a picture of my paradise, it shall be interesting...

I'm finally going to start buying peoples pictures they paint or draw. Photography is also appreciated if its good. The criteria is, it must be drawn by someone young, atleast early 20s or younger, it must be original. I prefer off the wall looking pictures that have style or a personal touch to them, abstract is also cool. So heres the deal, I ( Read more... )

Marcie I was wrong I'm sorry, I should have never questioned any of it. You are my best friend and will be till the end ( Read more... )

my bikes a little slut, it got another flat tire, I swear I sprayed the fucking thing out with the hose and felt around for glass and stuff in it but to no avail, it happened again. Dunno where I'm riding tomorrow, might go hang with Marcie, might just go ride by myself after counseling. Wednesday probably going to the duvall barn and this time I' ( Read more... )

truth hurts

having the blade pressed to my wrist last night based on meaningless fears, the fears are now a reality. I swallow my tears in class only to have them come up later, not seen. You said you could never see me cry, I do cry, just like everybody else. You said no and I kept pursuing, hoping some day i could be with you, sounds like its not going to ( Read more... )

I'm going to start putting my senior essay in here as it comes along. Its about depression and the causes and effects of it ( Read more... )

Giving my soul to the machine. It seems like a possibility. A way into life, some money, some direction, something I could have never dreamed of. Yet I'd be supporting something I don't believe in something that the old me would have never considered. If I'm in send me to the frontline with an m16 not to the local mess hall. I'd want to do ( Read more... )