I need a cigarette...
The train to Portland leaves at nine thirty am. That is
sooooooooooooo early for me; I've been sleeping until 1:25pm every day
and riding to work as fast as possible to make it there by
1:45pm. I have been sleeping a lot.
Stop dragging her around with your teeth, you know she only follows you
because it's convenient and she doesn't know what else to do.
Tomorrow she'll fight back, she dreamed that you fell down, dizzy and
in a panic, and she slept in your bed that night. We left you
there on the floor. You passed away the next day, but nobody noticed. We
were indifferent. You were there for the next week with
people trampling your grey body, half propped up against the wall, your
arms given up at reaching for nothing. Tomorrow she may delay you at least.
In my dream, her teeth were in your shoulder and she wouldn't let
go. As you drank coffee at the breakfast table, she was there
standing next to you, expressionless except for slightly snarling, and
biting your shoulder, the blood flowing constantly downward, and you
laughed on and on, complimenting me on the omelet I made for you and
asking for more potatoes.
You would still eat, wouldn't you? You cannot stop her, once
you've broken her, you know that this will happen. Will you stop
forcing and manipulating her mind...you can't...you need ner.