4 tackles.... 1 pass deflection.... but one broken tackle for a TD.... boo. ohh well thats college

ok,k,k.... well ive been fucking busy these past week. all day everyday is practice and now that school is gonna start.. orientation. well today we have a walk through with helmets and then we have a scrimmagethat the whole school is gonna go watch. sweet. COLLEGE FOOTBALL!!!!!!!!!! well anyway. i miss LA and my nickname here is california so ( Read more... )

wake up.... eat ..... practice...... eat... lift...condition.... eat.... meetings.... sleep.

.........................................................................................................I LOVE IT!!! ERICA.. MISS YOU BABY!! YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH

OK!! im finally online in IOWA! well practices have been rough but shit is ok. wake up everyday at 630 for mandatory breakfast with theteam and since im on the black squad (blue squad practices early and lifts and conditions later on and black practices later and lifts early and switches everyday) we wake up early and shit. everybody is soar like ( Read more... )

last night was soo sureal. erica went to church with me. although it was hard for her to understand, it REALLY meant alot to me. afterwards she came to my house for a family dinner. all my family was there and it was wierd. not in a bad way but iwas soooo happy but at th same time i was sooo sad. im really gonna miss her......

DAMN IT! doesnt pain ever get tired of visiting me? someone told metaht life isnt always in a straight path. DAMN IT.why doesnt anyone want to take a chance? why does it hurt so bad?

is it me? am i cursed? People tell me if im the one. why are things always harder for will? do God really have a plan? If so, why does it always seemto lead me into a dead end. damn it! I just cant seem to do anything right. anything. I always seem to hurt someone while im doing something. Why cant there be a time where im happy. It seems like im ( Read more... )

is it me? what am i doing wrong? damn not again.......

things as of late have been a bit shakey. I love you soo much and yup its hard to leave..... im sorry

fuck ya motherfucker.... i got all my things taken care of. well its off to college. im kinda glad im leaving. im not really gonna miss the stupid shit but i will miss you baby. erica thanks for the food, and all that good stuff. and even though you say you dont read my journal i know youll read this. love ya babe..... ill see you all prob this ( Read more... )