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[twurp]

I can't beleive this, I thought that maybe I could start to move away from the painful parts of my life, maybe grow up a bit, but no, every single time I try, someone has to come in a tear me down again, it isn't fair. Sometimes I want to give up, just stop trying, Actually make that jump that I have wanted to make for so long... why can't I just

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[declawed_gecko]

I had to live with that kind of thing every day from September 2003-June 2004. I had many friends leave me, and I wanted to just end it all. Obviously I didn't, because I knew somewhere, deep down in my heart that things would get better. And, while it isn't as good as it could be, it IS better. Just...find something to live for, and the good things will follow. You know you can talk to me about anything, right?

[twurp]

I know you did, and I am really sorry, I came back but that doesn't help does it?