It's 2:44 AM...what the hell am I doing?

[txbeardg]

 I should have taken an ambien hours ago...but didn't. Too many emotions swirling around. It's been a while since I've posted. A lot of changes. A new chapter beginning...

I've spent a lot of time reflecting these past couple of months...and I just spent 4 hours reading my posts and the related comments from those months. It was difficult to read,

Comments

hmmm....

[pupcubtx2k]

Glad to hear your finding your clarity and peace babe! You deserve it and we ALL have our own personal issues and demons to deal with but youve got the biggest family around you when you need it! I am only 3 hrs away all the time :).

[clintswan]

*blink*

Darren, I offer my hope and help. I admit I am surprised but never the less, I love ya man.

*hugs*

-Clint

[emery42]

Whenever someone tells me they're getting divorced, my reflex is to blurt, "Congratulations." It sounds a little insensitive, I know. Break-ups are hard things to go through, but they often result in positive changes in people's lives.

I love that you're feeling empowered, darlin'. Understanding how much choice you have over your physical and emotional state is an incredibly powerful concept to get. Another one to consider is that altruism in its purest sense is an illusion, but that may be a lesson for another time.;-)

[sparkygearhead]

Isn't it great to be in that place in your life where you're single, and okay with it? You're able to pay your own bills, live your own life, and see people because you want to know them better, not because you're obsessed with getting into their pants or because you're afraid of being alone.

Well, okay, I guess it's okay to be a LITTLE obsessed with getting into their pants. ;-)

Have fun, my friend! And go slow. 7 years is a long time to come back from, even if it was your decision to end things. You might not find your 'center' for quite a while. Just be careful, and have fun!!!