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[txnanny]

So I have this story to tell and the characters include me and a handsome devil who was at my house late last night but for some reason I'm feeling rather bashful with the details so just the highlights. He's so smart and so funny and so much fun to be with. It was cool, we were standing upstairs and he kept trying to pull me up to kiss him cause

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[bloodlilly02]

dude u have to see him again! like, for more than just a hook up. i need to meet him. and glare and ask him about his intentions towards my precious.

[txnanny]

I don't think Im gonna see him again. He hasn't e-mailed me or been online. The worst part is, I was actually falling for the son of a bitch. Or maybe trying to make myself. I'm kicking myself for not sleeping with him. Probably wouldn't have made a difference. I know I get all hyper and stuff after i've been with a guy but then it wears off and with andy this wasn't a problem. so why nathan? I know why cause he talked. we talked. and now he's in davenport leaving me alone and looking for someone to take his place. Like when justin and brian broke up and brian found a bunch of blonde haired boys to take justins place. I know what you say "have a relationship first" do you think im just not programmed that way? all those years with..him.. made me that way? no wonder i was brian on that test. I miss both hims. well, nathan more than the other.

[bloodlilly02]

it's because he's a genuinely good guy. and because you guys actually slept together, in the bed. and because u want a relationship. and the fact that u don't think u can get that makes u hook up with random guys from the net that could be serial killers. that's why u jump into sex. you're using it as a substitute. just like brian. except i can understand why u would. we don't meet people, therefore we can't find one to have a relationship with. my advice is to not see nathan again. i know i said u had to see him again but if he's disappeared then that means when he pops up again he'll want sex and then he'll disappear again and you'll end up getting crushed. don't freak out about being programmed wrong.

and i promise i'll marry u when we're 30 if we don't have anyone.