Ive come to many realizations this weekend.One is the fact i NEED to hang out with people and have human contact.Its depressing not having that...and its a very rare thing to experience here ( Read more... )

why do i even try

Well i havn't writtin in this in a long time...just been workin....goin online...nothing really special.I got my new guitar though!!!!!!!! :-D

Yeah...i dont know whats more fun...living here or licking my own puke.Ive done jack squat sinse i been here. I wis there was more to type--but theres NOTHIN! *sigh* i need a life

Im in the lone star state,in maud.Its funny cause it seems like im in the state of depression,in hell. I think im gonna take up drinking.

Ahh...craziness.Been really busy....workin a lot. This wekend i went to see tantric,oleander and Beautiful Creatures. I acctaully met some kool people and got to hang out with BC.Sunday i met some new people...but all my friends ended up drinkin..except me cause i had to drive. Ok this thing isnt letting me type right so im gonna end this right now

Well...not much has happened sinse i last wrote in here.Been working and trying to eat and not be sick. Im goin to Sevendust tonight which im happy about. :-D

I just got a nail shoved through my foot today-"oh fiddley dee". Dispite the one hour of sleep i got last night and the had cold...i managed not to pass out. Well im hopin to get to Texas by Nov 1st...IF I GET MY STINKIN CHECK!!!!!!!!! Go see Zoolander if you havnt! Lets see what else....i cant think of anything else right now....but ill let ya ( Read more... )

ive been drinkin
im movin to texas in a couple weeks
i need another corona
:-)

Ahh...gotta work tommorow.Wonder how this will go. Im still sad lately.I dont know if its me not hardly eating or what. Im to lonely. I cant wait for things to get better-if they ever will.