So - Today I'm feeling really ill. I'm not sure it is. But I have tried all the basics: Sleep, food, relaxing, meds, water. I hope this isn't something serious; I hate being sick.

I don't think that I want to be friends with Nick... I mean, I want to be - I don't think I can. I guess I have never really experience a breakup before. But it makes me ( Read more... )

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I remember when I was younger my dad was dating this lady named Lynn. She was kind of your typical female bitch who stood up for herself but had always wanted it her way. She had a son, his name was ... i forgot his name... but it's irrelevant anyway. He was much younger than I, but I don't think I had very many friends, so hanging out with anyone ( Read more... )

I cant play my music loud enough

So today. I wrote a post.. and man did it provoke thought. All day today I couldn't stop thinking about how my life was in shambles. All the different things that could have ever bothered me, relationship or not, came to thought. Believe it or not, today was also the most progressive for me ( Read more... )

Yesterday sucked. There as only one time other than yesterday I have ever cried that much. It was during the time my parents broke up. It was a rough time, knowing that the two people you care about the most were not going to be together anymore... that they had given up on such a beautiful thing, just because of miscommunication, not believing in ( Read more... )

Today was one of the longest days of my life. I want to compare the emotions to ( Read more... )

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Wow, I just got back from the gym. Boy was that a blasty-blast. I haven't been to a gym in about three months, I have been lame. But lately I have been pushing myself, so I thought... LETS WAKE UP EARLY!  --.--

School starts next months, convienently my dad is feeling his philantropist side and has decided to help me regardless of all the things he ( Read more... )

Wow, I just got back from the gym. Boy was that a blasty-blast. I haven't been to a gym in about three months, I have been lame. But lately I have been pushing myself, so I thought... LETS WAKE UP EARLY!  --.--

School starts next months, convienently my dad is feeling his philanthropistside and has decided to help me regardless of all the things he ( Read more... )