I don't feel anything; I won't apologize

[tyke_gaizuara]

Thanks be to Black XIII, my iPod; somehow manages to throw some song at me in just the right situation: calm me down, wake me up, wild me out, focus me around, or somehow knock my lonely ass into a more realistic gear. Honestly I should be getting to bed, and I really miss that one day that I somehow discovered a real 8-hour night of sleep. But...

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shhh. no one reads the long ones!

[offbook]

you know, I wrote a song once that had a line that went " I'm not feeling much of anything, but i'm not sorry, I'm not sorry." I find it odd that it's pretty much what the title of this entry is. You want to know something else? I owe my local library 15 dollars in overdue fees. It really bums me out because I love going to the library, but If I have the intention of checking something out, I have to go to a library the next town over. We do have a lot of librarys. I really understood your metaphor. What I've noticed about crying on cue(for acting's sake...) its pretty much like you're yawning. It opens up all the ducts and sinuses for a brief moment and then if you can concentrate on keeping your tear ducts open, you can make the tears happen. It's a good technique for any actor to know. I named it after myself because I don't think it exists outside of my head. I used to worry about people I didn't know reading my journal and whatnot, but then I realized that I'm the only one who reads interesting journals of people I don't know. I

Re: shhh. no one reads the long ones!

[tyke_gaizuara]

Well.. the title's nothing more than Green Day lyrics. Which is strange, actually, since, before a week or so ago, I didn't listen to Green Day at all. Lemme tell it Eternal Sunshine style:

"I bought a Green Day CD yesterday. Grabbed 'American Idiot' while I waited in line. I don't know why. I'm not an impulsive person." XD Anyway..

I wish I was able to "yawn" my tear ducts; crying onstage has never been my field of expertise, although being sorrowful is not quite so difficult. Heh. Well, your words are wise and I appreciate them well. My thanks, hon. As to whether or not I can put them to good use ... time is the best teller of such tales, I find. But I'll do what I can to give time a run for its money. ^^v

Re: shhh. no one reads the long ones!

[offbook]

Which is, of course, all that is required of you.