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tyki_tock

[RL with Zechs]

Apr 16, 2009 20:37

Tyki pushed away from the computer, unable to decide if he was annoyed with Rufus are grateful for the chance to talk about his affliction with someone. It sortof seemed like Rufus had been worried - he claimed to be, and theoretically he was afflicted by the virus ( Read more... )

zechs, rl

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tyki_tock April 17 2009, 02:43:58 UTC

Tyki took a deep breath, then another, then managed to straighten fully and opened his fingers once more. "That bastard Rufus told you, didn't he," he muttered, slumping back in his computer chair. It wasn't really a question.

"It's been getting worse, ever since I was injured. I'm sorry, my love, I...I just didn't want to worry you. I hoped it'd go away on its own, and I...I don't know what to do."

thricedeadwind April 17 2009, 03:00:15 UTC

"Tyki," Zechs breathed, concerned and anguished but trying very much to calm, and seem strong for his lover. It was difficult, because he didn't want to wear any of his usual facades before this man. Perhaps something within him affected by the virus wouldn't let him lie in that small way, either. Quietly, he said, "I wish you would have told me sooner."

He ran his free hand over the Noah's face, keeping the other on Tyki's shoulder as Zechs leaned forward, following the slumped motion. In a strained tone, he said with obvious truth, "He told me nothing but the fact you needed my self. That I must come, and your plight was something you had to tell me of."

If there was anything, anything he could think of in this moment at all - his voice was rough. "I am sorry, for you felt you must keep this from my self, and therefore I could not even support you. ... I wish I knew what to do."

tyki_tock April 17 2009, 03:12:06 UTC

Tyki closed his eyes, guilt pounding through him. It had all seemed logical in the beginning - Zechs already knew that if one thumped Tyki a bit too hard in the chest or back that he would feel intense pain ( ... )

thricedeadwind April 17 2009, 12:51:40 UTC

When Tyki reached out for him, Zechs' hesitance from the Noah's injuries to do the same evaporated. Carefully, gently, he wrapped his arms around his lover. One of his arms was purpling in a bruise from the man's too-strong grip, yet Zechs understood he had to be the strong one right now. He continued his efforts to calm, though perhaps they were mostly in vain ( ... )

tyki_tock April 17 2009, 14:35:12 UTC

Tyki's skin was sensitive to touch, but he didn't care, wrapping his arms tightly around Zechs and swivelling his chair to face him. He buried his face against his lover's neck for a moment, allowing himself to be comforted by this small and very human thing.

"It's not...it's not because you're weak," he protested, and given the virus' grip on him, one could be certain he felt it was true. "I only didn't want to put you in a position where you'd want to help me and be unable to. I...I was wrong. I should have told you the moment it started getting worse. But maybe I didn't want to think about it at all."

He lifted his head, startled. Guilt brought wariness to his gold eyes. "You...know about Ggio? How? I wish you wouldn't be angry at yourself for feeling jealous, my love."