I never knew someone could be this happy.

I'm the luckiest dude ever.

"Assign me to a nice girl,
So I can sing her something meaningful"

I have a whole gang of shit going on. I like it. My brain is moving and growing. I feel like I'm on my feet and headed in a good direction.

I went looking for new shoes the other day and didn't find anything I liked. Fuck.

Not too much longer until I'm back to where I started.
I'm done with this town, and I'm looking forward to heading south aways.

"Thought of you as my mountain top
Thought of you as my peak
Thought of you as everything I've had, but couldn't keep.
I've had, but couldn't keep.

Linger on..."

Dreames, nightmares, whatever. I'm totally fucked.

I made a new friend. His name is Jameson. He's a nice dude, but he gives me a headache every so often.

Peace.

One week, this. The next week, that. Fuck.
I'm feeling pretty optimistic today, and the last few days. Playing shows again has been very good for me. We're recording friday and I'm looking forward to it very much. I'm thinking about looking for a second job to bring in some extra cash.

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing here still. I'm thinking about moving closer to my folks. I need my family, and I'm running out of reasons to stay here.

I don't know where to go.

I decided to go vegan again.
I'm only a few days in, but it's working out much more wonderfully than it did last time.
I already feel ten times better physically, and mentally than I have the last few months.

It's nice to clear out all the garbage in my life.

I can't write a fucking word this evening. It's ok though. The block will split soon. I like to think I've been productive enough recently, and I've got a decent amount of material to work with for the near future, so that will keep me occupied. We might be recording next week, which will be nice. Old songs will finally get recorded the way they're ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to do with myself.
New freakouts are popping up, and I'm not sure what to do about them.

I'm feeling good though. Mostly.