The heart won't do what the brain tells it to.

I haven't been this consistantly bummed in a long time.

Vague
Vague
Vague.

Yeah.

Maybe I'll learn how to describe how I feel to myself one day.

My head doesn't work correctly, nor does my life.

Face it. You have no way to pour your heart out, because not a God damn person understands you. Not even you.

Go die.

Maybe I should just give up while I'm ahead.

Ever since I started skated regularly again, I've felt much happier.

What happens when what keeps you together falls apart?

So today I woke up thinking "I hate everything." However, after class I skated it out of my system, and hurt my groin and ankle in the process. I'm looking forward to tonight. Happy Halloween and shit.

I got a new job, it's at a skateshop and I started yesterday. It's pretty chill. More hours, better pay, excellent.
Only a few more weeks until I'm out of this money-hole.
Fuck. It's cool though.

I want to quit.

Sometimes I miss being less social.
I slept a lot.