Your post actually made me cry. I can tell that you love Bit and I can tell that he has feelings for you as well but as the old adeage goes, "If you love something, set it free". I could blow smoke up your ass and tell you that you guys should get back together and that everything will be like old times, but it never works that way. I would tell you to sweep bit off his feet and show him how much you care but I think that you both need time apart to assess the situation and re-group. I would be a blubbering iddiot without my wolf and I don't ever want to think of being without him. Never close yourself off pal, you have many people here that care for you, including this huge asshole.
Truely in what I wrote is just things I needed to lay out in front of me, organize and let everyone know what's up.. I don't talk about anything unless it is asked of me.. or brought up in a roundabout way. Kinda like how I have a story for everything, but it solves/tells you nothing.. Nothing in here was to inspire anyone, or dissapoint anyone, even though in the reading most all of you have missed very important information, just as you well already know wayah.. but all I can do is wait untill someone comes up to me and says, "What did you mean about this?" And just as I helped you understand, there was misreading in the end user. There was nothing in this writing stating, Me moving away soon, me closing myself off from everyone, me centering my energy back upon myself.. or trying to turn my entire life around regardless of everyone else
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True you aren't the best as expressing yourself and all that, hell you can even be a complete asshole almost all the time. You actually met someone who could stand the way you are and your just giving up on them? ugh you dont need me to say how silly that is, but yeah its not really anyones call but your own but hun I really think you should look back on it...you could be passing up a lifetime opportunity and trust me i've past up a many of those heh.
*Hugs tightly*
I hope everything will go better for you, everyone deserves some happiness ^^
Ohh trust me Xin.. You know I can be an ass!.. *hehe* Though I don't see anywhere in my writing where I said, "Goodbye Bit, I'll miss you?" **rereads, just in case** All I stated is how I failed.. and how whether we got back together or not, I'm still here! I know my writing can be confusing or mixed up at times.. but then again.. I did add a Big Off Color Warning at the bottom of the entry.. lol..
And yes.. with a bit of work, on your part Xin :p.. and mine.. you should have stayed around longer ya know.. Though it is nice to know you keep an eye on my lj still :p
Sorry if I misread >.< But still I just wanted to help ya out. And yeah you were an ass time and time again lol but no more than needed. Then again working with you could have been better *snickers* but still it was amusing. As for sticking around I regret that every waking moment of my life...I miss everyone up there in iowa so much.
But anywho, I do try to keep my friends close hun ^^ even if I dont get to talk to them alot when I see trouble I try to get there on the rebound to support and help out as much as a text based draggy can *laughs!*
But yes if you found someone that can put up with you as much as I did and still enjoys being around you then you shouldn't pass that chance up *nudges* And as for your not being able to express yourself, thats some bullshit hun :P I know you can if you wanted to, expecially when your mad. So i'm pretty damn sure you can do it for the one you love. Anyways I'm out, let me know what happens! ^^
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Your post actually made me cry. I can tell that you love Bit and I can tell that he has feelings for you as well but as the old adeage goes, "If you love something, set it free". I could blow smoke up your ass and tell you that you guys should get back together and that everything will be like old times, but it never works that way. I would tell you to sweep bit off his feet and show him how much you care but I think that you both need time apart to assess the situation and re-group. I would be a blubbering iddiot without my wolf and I don't ever want to think of being without him. Never close yourself off pal, you have many people here that care for you, including this huge asshole.
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Wayah
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*rubs the back of hir head at this one*
True you aren't the best as expressing yourself and all that, hell you can even be a complete asshole almost all the time. You actually met someone who could stand the way you are and your just giving up on them? ugh you dont need me to say how silly that is, but yeah its not really anyones call but your own but hun I really think you should look back on it...you could be passing up a lifetime opportunity and trust me i've past up a many of those heh.
*Hugs tightly*
I hope everything will go better for you, everyone deserves some happiness ^^
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And yes.. with a bit of work, on your part Xin :p.. and mine.. you should have stayed around longer ya know.. Though it is nice to know you keep an eye on my lj still :p
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But anywho, I do try to keep my friends close hun ^^ even if I dont get to talk to them alot when I see trouble I try to get there on the rebound to support and help out as much as a text based draggy can *laughs!*
But yes if you found someone that can put up with you as much as I did and still enjoys being around you then you shouldn't pass that chance up *nudges* And as for your not being able to express yourself, thats some bullshit hun :P I know you can if you wanted to, expecially when your mad. So i'm pretty damn sure you can do it for the one you love. Anyways I'm out, let me know what happens! ^^
~Xinny
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