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Simba: "You think you can just show up and tell me how to live my life. You don't even know what I've been through."

Nala: "I would, if you'd just tell me."

- The Lion King

If you'd just tell me.

What's happening to me, I need more control over my life. to give God more control over my life. I can do this. You know, sometimes, I wished that I was back in the army, back at Stagmont. At least I had happier times then. Oh well, that's life I suppose, no point looking back.

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Alright, time to prep myself for camp on wed!

Yesterday has go to be the tiredest (does the word 'tiredest' even exist?) day of my 2010 life. I didn't even do anything, except taekwon-do training at night. Ended up sleeping from 3am to 1pm. TEN HOURS. Dang. Now, I'm aching all over, show how unfit I am already. Time to hit the roads and start running! (okay, I think I remember telling myself ( Read more... )

And so, I wait because you have already left and my work here, is done. I wait and wonder how my skin feels like it’s made of love letters written a hundred years too soon (too late). I wonder at the mystery of life and how much of it can possibly remain. I wonder at pain and hurt and love and time and how much of each I held. I wonder at how I ( Read more... )

Guess what, it's the 9th again.  

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( Wonderwall, covered by Ryan Adams )

I'm exhausted. You know, I've said this before a few weeks back and I thought I've gotten over it, but I only just realised, that I haven't. I'm physically, mentally and spiritually tired. Late nights, early mornings, hours of training, it's taking a toll on my body. I know I need to rest up for July but I can't. I guess I need to sort out my ( Read more... )

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( First Day Of My Life )

You can pack your lives with countless activities and attempt to make your heart forget, but the truth is, the heart never forgets. When everything is settled and done, everything you've wished to forget will hit you hard. Very hard.