Am I the only one who feels like I am a stranger living someone else's life?

My life is messed up! I sleep all day and stay awake in bed at night. I feel so alive when I am with my friends or active (yesterday i got smacked so hard with the soccer ball that i have pentagon-shaped welts on my leg) and i look at my homework and i just feel dead. how can i be so burnt out after three weeks? i can't even remember how to ( Read more... )

Wow! I publicly displayed my complete lack of athletic ability and I worked for 7 hours (two of which was washing table service for 70 by hand) and I still had a good day. I just soaked up the sunshine, the soccer, and the hard work. Exercise and hard manual labor both are fast-paced, so I really like giving my conscious mind a break and just to ( Read more... )

Okay, I am already SO FAR BEHIND! And you know what makes me so sick!?! Mary going to Argentina. Miranda ENJOYING boot camp. People transferring and changing majors and decorating cakes and getting married and going to frat parties and volunteering. And then there's me. Still a chem major. Still on the 4-year plan. Still studying my life ( Read more... )

It amazes me that after only one week of classes, I already am long-lost in studyland, and am falling so far behind! Plato is single-handedly killing me, and 800pgs of Dickens seems like a vacation after Theatetus and my two chemistry texts. Ugh! And what the HELL is a calculus journal! How can I journal about multivariable calculus...oh, that' ( Read more... )

Chris goaded me into starting a live journal. Don't get too addicted to it, I have sucked at journaling since I first learned to write.