Chilled with Cristel at Vaughan Mills yesterday. Talked about lots of things including stupid 'bitchasses' that we thought were the 'greatest guys on earth' BUT WHATEVER. It fucking sucks to realized you can't live without those bitchasses. HAHAHA.. yeah so much for 'acceptance for who I am'. I won't be surprised if another reason why it's over is ( Read more... )

Hmm, after the mind blowing, head smashing, stressful days, I am fine. I guess. I keep thinking about things..  UGH! Who the fuck do these people think they are? Just because I seem like a nice pushover and would take shit from them, doesn't mean I'm like the wrongest freak ever. Okay, well.. maybe I am. BUT STILL! DONT THINK THAT SHIT AND EXPECT ( Read more... )

one two, eww. could've been 8 months ( Read more... )

Not there's anything wrong with being emo actually just the hurting yourself part but I understand why some do it ever since I read this book. Anyways, Jess finally stopped calling me emo. But then a few number of people are saying how I look so sad and depressed these days, not because they care but just to remind me how freakishly looking I am. I ( Read more... )

ERM..  my homo christmas list that never really gets granted yet i still make for fun.. =S

- uh. 2fixthings^w/greenicemanwall THATS MY FIRST TOP ONE. 
- be happy.
- that haircut.
- to be buddies again with 15horty.
-  cousins talking to me.
- money to buy my friends' gifts
- jewellery, necklace or earrings preferably.
- clothes, i'd make the most out of ( Read more... )

Been working on the talent show performance these last couple of days..
Let's see what have we been doing.

- yelling GAY GAY, EWW EWW to people. 
- making fun of our disabledness
- bought rice sidekicks and some herb pasta that steph is so proud of. XD
- gingerbreadman! i like the head part. yeah.. that sounds nasty.
- karaoke.. CAR, OKAY/OKIE? XD
- ( Read more... )

Just found out some stuff from Stepantie. Thanks a lot. Now I got proof he doesn't tell me EVERYTHING. Eww, I know he didn't mean it that way but it's really harsh enough to hurt me. Plus the fact that he could've been more honest. Oh well.. this sucks. I don't know what to do. I was right, he never did love me. Why else would he say that? That ( Read more... )

WHEN:
Sign up before Dec. 4, 2006
Actual Tryout: Dec. ?, 2006
Dress Rehearsal: Dec. ?, 2006
Talent Show: Dec. 22, 2006

WHO:
CRISTELCreeto, STEPHANIEStepantie, ALYSSALeesha

HOW:
Sing =)

WHAT:
3 from this list + Christmas Song:
- Walk Away
- Especially For You
- Watching Over Me
- Emotional
- Exceptional
- This Time It's Love
- Chemicals React
- Tell Me Where It ( Read more... )

Today was.. weird. o_O Cristel was dropped off and she organized my jewellery box. And it took.. 2 hours for me to do my hair? So we went to town looking for Paul's gift, but I was just too picky and broke. We went to like 4 stores and got nothing.. Saw Stephanie and she showed us who Justin is. He works in MacDonalds. I want a job! Did booth pics ( Read more... )

- study for French Test and make sure you don't mess it up since the cahier activities were ugh ( Read more... )