Well, my mom saw the results of my Exit Exam, and has come to the conclusion that I am stupid. I filled in, I believe, 2 bubbles, and got below average on almost all. I got average on the bubles I did do. That's sad. My answer was so good, that it blew up the machine. That or people lack intelligence. I think it's the latter ( Read more... )

Land of 1000 Petrous. I wanna live there. Then all of the stupid fucks which society refers to as people would be obsolete. I could talk to people just like me. I can also go skating ALL the time. Plus, there would be no women, so I wouldn't have to deal with heartbreak. Ahhhhhhhhh. No drama either. Drama sucks. People suck. I am a part of people, ( Read more... )

I hit my head on the ceiling over the stairs again. Ow...it hurts. Stupid stucko

I must give props to my therapist, Steve, at school. He has helped me the past couple of weeks through hard times. He told me that instead of saying fuck life and people suck because they take from me, I should start thinking about my self and my own well being. From now on, I'm not going to attach myself to any one thing, may it be physically or ( Read more... )

That's it. I have reached my breaking point tonight. I am sick of doing everything to others, scraping the meat off of my bones for others, and not even getting a simple thanks from people. Fuckin people. If you were up to me, I would make sure that everyone would be gutted and humiliated. Stupid Life. Putting me through this illusion that to be ( Read more... )

I am so bummed out right now. I was having a great dream, and my driver woke me up in the middle of it. It's one of those dreams that most would deam as cheesy, so I am a bit embarassed to disclose it here. It made me very happy, and I didn't want it to end. It was bliss. Sigh. I wish life was a dream.

The fuckin nerve of my mom. She made me use a cuss word for an adjective, and I never do that (previous sentence. That isn't why I am mad at her), so I must be something big. Yesterday, some modeling scout saw my brother somewhere and said oh my he is cute. So she gave my mom her card and made an appointment to see her this Sunday. I called her on ( Read more... )

Guess what I did when I got home? I SLEPT!! How fun. I am almost finished with my Department of Rehab. papers. The should help me out. Oww. Oh yeah, and my jaw is inflamed. It hurts a lot. I need some food. Speaking of food, I had to take an odd test for Spanish. I ordered a meal at Tres Hermanos en espanol. Yo quiero Carne Asada Burrito con grande ( Read more... )

Well it's midnight right now, and I have no idea why I can't sleep. My eyes are heavy, but my body feels like it can go all night long. It's probably because of the therapy and how mad it made me. The roast beef is starting its revenge on me, but I really want some more. So much good food in the fridge. Taquitos, chips and salsa, yoohoos, roast ( Read more... )

Today was awesome. I was happy AGAIN. Hells yeah. I love this shit. Stupid ass depression is getting the fuck out of my face.I am filling out the Dept. of Rehab. Papers and I'm getting a god damn job. Another good part of my day is the fact that I got some good shit during 5th. I gave it the ol' test to see how good it was (putting it over your ( Read more... )