Trouble in a Bubble
So this week has been pretty hectic. I may have to make this journal slightly quick, since I'm not even supposed to be online! I'm so sneaky :P
I was called to the office on Tuesday for a confernce with Lugaresi and Eleazer. It did not turn out well. They told me that I was in danger of failing math. Of couse, I felt no pressure. I'm just calm like that. So then, he calls my mom...without my knowing. It's something I expected, actually. People are always secretive behind my back.
So she comes in the afternoon, looking for me in the hallway following my tutor session with Eleazer. We go to the office, and I go through perhaps the most comedic part of my high school years. Lugeresi pulls out a sticky pad and writes my yearly grades. He says, "This was his grade the first semester; a 78. This is grade this past 9 weeks; 76. And THIS is his current grade; a 52." So he flips the sticky note around and pushes it towards my mom. Then he starts to slowly circle the 52 with a pencil. He encircles it once, making sure that one end connects with the other. He does it again, darkening the circle of doom. All the while, he kept mumbling, "Mmm? Mmm hmm. Yuh? Yuh huh. Ehh? Yup! Hmm? Nuh uh, nope." He just kept darkening it over and over again. At one point, he starting drawing lines pointing to it! I'm like, how much emphasis can you put on a fucking 52?! Needless to say, my mom was pist.
So I'm leaving the office and IWA, when I hear Dan crying in the hallway. I was wondering what the Hell happened, you know? Turns out that Elaine was almost killed while I was in tutoring. BASTARD. He pulled her off the trash can, wanting to challenge her to mortal kombat or some crap. So now she has back problems and her skull it tender. What a fucking stupid thing to happen near the end of my high school years. I'm glad she's okay...
So I went with a walk with Elaine Wednesday afternoon. She's such a sweetheart. We went over to the elementary and sat down somewhere. I talked about some funny stuff, and she had some good laughs. Then I sat by her and told her some persoanl things. I told her how much she made me happy, how she made goig to school all worth it, and how much I would miss her. GOD. I wish I knew how much she likes me, if she likes me at all. She hardly acts like it sometimes, but I'm convinved that she's trying hard to make me happy. She hugs me, we talk...all that. I'm going to miss her so much...and I really like her. I really do. I'm nuts over her. Sure, we get into arguements, but thats only because I'm going to miss her so much. I just wish she'd tell me how she felt before I leave at the end of the summer...
So that's about it for now. I'll update about more later, when I can secretly get online next...Oh, almost forgot! Final thoughts!
1.) No prom for me this Saturday
2.) Vicki's mom is looney
3.) Found out that Vicki is a spoiled BRAT
4.) Elaine is such a GODDESS
5.) How do I find Nicole's journal? And how does she know about mine?
6.) Yeah, she was pretty bitchy today too
7.) That senior practice session sucked
8.) Sr. Pat needs a man whore
9.) Wait...where's Spoo?
10.) Graduation soon...I'll miss all of you
I was called to the office on Tuesday for a confernce with Lugaresi and Eleazer. It did not turn out well. They told me that I was in danger of failing math. Of couse, I felt no pressure. I'm just calm like that. So then, he calls my mom...without my knowing. It's something I expected, actually. People are always secretive behind my back.
So she comes in the afternoon, looking for me in the hallway following my tutor session with Eleazer. We go to the office, and I go through perhaps the most comedic part of my high school years. Lugeresi pulls out a sticky pad and writes my yearly grades. He says, "This was his grade the first semester; a 78. This is grade this past 9 weeks; 76. And THIS is his current grade; a 52." So he flips the sticky note around and pushes it towards my mom. Then he starts to slowly circle the 52 with a pencil. He encircles it once, making sure that one end connects with the other. He does it again, darkening the circle of doom. All the while, he kept mumbling, "Mmm? Mmm hmm. Yuh? Yuh huh. Ehh? Yup! Hmm? Nuh uh, nope." He just kept darkening it over and over again. At one point, he starting drawing lines pointing to it! I'm like, how much emphasis can you put on a fucking 52?! Needless to say, my mom was pist.
So I'm leaving the office and IWA, when I hear Dan crying in the hallway. I was wondering what the Hell happened, you know? Turns out that Elaine was almost killed while I was in tutoring. BASTARD. He pulled her off the trash can, wanting to challenge her to mortal kombat or some crap. So now she has back problems and her skull it tender. What a fucking stupid thing to happen near the end of my high school years. I'm glad she's okay...
So I went with a walk with Elaine Wednesday afternoon. She's such a sweetheart. We went over to the elementary and sat down somewhere. I talked about some funny stuff, and she had some good laughs. Then I sat by her and told her some persoanl things. I told her how much she made me happy, how she made goig to school all worth it, and how much I would miss her. GOD. I wish I knew how much she likes me, if she likes me at all. She hardly acts like it sometimes, but I'm convinved that she's trying hard to make me happy. She hugs me, we talk...all that. I'm going to miss her so much...and I really like her. I really do. I'm nuts over her. Sure, we get into arguements, but thats only because I'm going to miss her so much. I just wish she'd tell me how she felt before I leave at the end of the summer...
So that's about it for now. I'll update about more later, when I can secretly get online next...Oh, almost forgot! Final thoughts!
1.) No prom for me this Saturday
2.) Vicki's mom is looney
3.) Found out that Vicki is a spoiled BRAT
4.) Elaine is such a GODDESS
5.) How do I find Nicole's journal? And how does she know about mine?
6.) Yeah, she was pretty bitchy today too
7.) That senior practice session sucked
8.) Sr. Pat needs a man whore
9.) Wait...where's Spoo?
10.) Graduation soon...I'll miss all of you