Today was... a day. Prepare for boredom. "First I got up. Then I ate some toast. Then I brushed my teeth." - Futurama ( Read more... )

I think I have a wire crossed in my brain. For as long as I can remember, I've always felt my way through decisions and intellectualized my way through my emotions. For those of you who wonder why I never post, the reason is much more complex than "I don't have time", which is rarely true for most people, despite it being the most common excuse ( Read more... )

Ok... stress sucks. It's not as bad as it was Thursday night thanks to what will be forever referred to as "Miracle Friday". It's still MUCH worse than say... a month ago. Of course that's mostly due to denial. Gotta' love the human mental defense mechanisms. Great for things like... looking the other way... right up to the very moment my ( Read more... )

OtherGuy: I'm filling out a retarded survey ( Read more... )

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If you open your eyes and paddle as hard as you can you can see wondrous sights, but if you stop paddling and close your eyes you can feel the river around you and flowing through you. I'm not sure which I prefer.

Still locked in my mental prison. Still cornered by my anxieties. *sigh* I get the feeling that there is a whole world beyond this wall. The world seems so simple. Is it an illusion? How hard is it to live without these shackles... beyond that wall? Could I really have the world in the palm of my hand?

Well... You asked if I would sit here all day, just so we could hang out when you wake up. I thought it was completely unnecessary to blow 8 hours of a beautiful day just to hang out for the few hours before I have to go to bed, but I did it anyway. And here I am... just here. I guess I could look at that computer, but as I said, when an animal ( Read more... )

I originally gave this engine a bogus name... I was going to bleep it out, but it's kinda' humorous with it in... All in all, I'd say it's dead on. Especially the genius part. :-P Just kidding ( Read more... )