The boyfriend is going on a trip this weekend no cell reception nothing and this morning we text a little convo saying how we are both kinda over this...im not happy in it... but i love him. Im holding on to what we had we werent allowed to be happy long enough because i went crazy went of my pills and went crazy. I just want to get back to where ( Read more... )

I'm tuggin' at my hair ( Read more... )

So i never noticed it but the quote that i put up on my lj.. "you lay down confess your secrets and your saved." I never intended it to be lj related, but it is. I come here confess my feelings and then i feel better. I dont confess on myspace its to public. On LiveJourna i get the occasional glance usually from kelsey which i dont mind by any ( Read more... )

ive compromised myself for too long. And the sad thing is I did it for guys or thats when i noticed it the most. I boil down to the constant search and desire of approval when really in the end i approve of myself and that is all should matter. ( wow i havent read what i just wrote but i know it sounds jacked). Anyways. I compromise my musical ( Read more... )

Ca plane pour moi" by Plastic Bertrand

I have so far had a mildly productive day as I have had breakfast and read past lj entries that lead to my discovery of two bands that i loved and completely forgot the name of, Which i will now write down again so i dont have to scroll so far back into my entries to see what i wrote...Merrick, The Snake The Cross The Crown, Silent Drive. That was ( Read more... )

because i never remember anything and thus perpetuate my lack of coolness but have accepted this none hipster clad existence... i have to write down everything i like so i can remember it. Call it an o to memento ( Read more... )

full time ACTOR

part time PAINTER

work at urban as a HOBBY

---and move to silverlake by the end of the year!

I have final tomorrow I have not studied for and apart of me is freaking out and screaming nooo what are you doing. The other half is saying who cares and I really want a cigarette right now. I’m taking a year off of school so the whole motivation of higher education has exited the building, its only tenant is a desire to succeed in the shallow and ( Read more... )

the fucking twat is driving me insane... im going to stop eating just so i can feel incontrol of something and i only write this because i need to get it out AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH0