p.s

my aunt bought me a fuckin coach purse... wtf?!

also

an " I <3 Gerard Way shirt" from my cousin.. well can we just say i will be wearing that shit everyday. im gay. deal with it.

so i have just decided if i dont think about it to much i cant be as down as i have been. dont think about christmas. its just another day . its honestly another excuse for the next person to go commit suicide. i thought about my mom today and for the first time in awhile i cried about her. not boys.. not me being kicked out.. just her. and i wish ( Read more... )

sooo i think im doing pretty good considering my life pretty much sucks right now. i think im at my lowest point yet. im at my dads right now.. i kinda came home when i saw his car wasnt in the driveway. i havent been home in a few days.. i stayed with jess and than ive been staying at caras aunts with her and mark . her aunt is out of town so cara ( Read more... )

so i tried to do something different to my layout.. but the stupid angel fire thing is showing instead of whats suposed to be there. wtf did i do wrong?

oh and on that note...


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ok so im in the mood to go to another state. if i have just enough money left over from my check who wants to disapear for a few days.

if not i think i might just move to california when kristin comes home. enough of the bullshit. im tired of michigan. and michigan hates me.

so i hung out with brets sister megan tonight. we got coffee and we saw rent.than i took her home and she got in trouble because apparantly she has a curfew but she told me she didnt.. so i got bitched at by bret..who i didnt think was gonna be there to begin with. he made me feel like complete shit so when i got home i sent him a message telling ( Read more... )

im fuckin irratated ( Read more... )

can i just start off by saying what the fuck. im a nice fucking girl, i dont lie, or cheat and i def. would never fuck another guy in my boyfriends car. i give the world to the person im dating and my only flaw is giving them my heart as well. how the fuck can you say that you want to marry someone and be with them forever and than be with someone ( Read more... )

im sorry
im not doing any better, im geting worse. im not numb like i was. im just really really fucking hurt. how could i love someone so much .