I sit and think sometimes whats my purpose of living? what do i have to live for? and the answers are so clear i honestly have nothing.. i would give nethang to just find one person to care for me like i care for them, to find someone that will just hoenstly treat me right. i dont know what i do so wrong to get treated like i do in return... i mean ( Read more... )

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Lately I dont know where my life is takin me, its like it leads me in all sorts of directions. i dont know how much more of all this that i can take. i think one minute im doing the right thing and then the next min it seems like it was the wrong choice. its like im being pulled in so many directions!!My heart fell back in love with my first love ( Read more... )

Thanxs To Ash , Mary, And D.. THe nite was great it was a nite well needed.. just really got my mind off everything that has really been happenin.. i really dont nkow what to do in life nemore... im so confused.. but newazs about tonite we all rode around being stupid which was relaly funny but hey waht are my girls for to cheer me up I LOVE YOU ( Read more... )

Well things between me and chris are over which at first i was bummed out about it but i saw that if he couldnt see what he had before him then he is crazy, cause before him stood someone that would give him what he wanted, and that cared about him more than nethang.. and everyone says that i derserved alot better.. so yea newazs to move i talked ( Read more... )

CONFUSED LIKE ALWAYS !! :(

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Well i guess there has been alot that has went on. It seems here lately like i do nothing right nemore. Its like nothing ever goes right for me! I would give nethang to find a guy that would treat me right and everything but its like i always throw the good guys away and keep chasin the bad ones... i mean honestly i dont know whats wrong with me ( Read more... )

Ashely stayed with me last nite hehe.. and it was pretty crazy ... Did some pretty stupid stuff last nite..We ran a few arons for amy before we came back here last nite. Hey Ash which where were goes first this one or that one haha... Newazs me, ash, and amy are gonna go to the mall tomorrow after school ... hehe us three put together man is it ( Read more... )