History really does have a habit of repeating itself. As one ex is now a figment of my past, another one just walked back into my life, by way of the front door at Shari's. This is no mere ex, this is the Original Ex. My first love. The one in which I gave my, then, unweary heart, my first kiss, and my pure self. He had all of me. Now I am broken, ( Read more... )

Just awoke at 1:15 in the afternoon. Mascara smeared across my face. Staring at my reflection in a picture on my desk. Today I will being playing the part of the self-help girl, who can't help herself. Sometimes I feel so fake. The world is continuing to grind me down. Which makes me ask the question... Are we type-cast in this Caste system? We are ( Read more... )

Why gamble? It's risky, fun, and daring. But when you bet your heart, bet wisely. Saturday night, date night. Not me. Instead, I decided to stay in watch good/bad tv, drink Ice Tea (large consumption, of), and decline a party invite. Why? Old me would have dressed in my sub-par with my well over-par shoes and hit the town. That's what a failed love ( Read more... )

When do two people come to the understanding that enough is enough? Is it when you are so past your threshold for pain and hatred that you can't take anymore? Not usually. It always seems to work out that you inherently let all the "good ones" slip through your fingers, but it's the troubled, weak, and heinous ones that you try to make it work. As ( Read more... )