How depressing. I was just looking at my profile on AOL and it said under marital status "taken." Normally I wouldn't care because i'm in the "I don't want a relationship" phase, except for right now. I feel lonely and horny and wish that I had somebody to at least take the edge off. I miss my kitties.

Hahaha...the love scene in "Real Woman have Curves" is so awkward and funny... hahaha.

I am in such a weird mood right now. I totally want to go to Santa Cruz and visit Elise and everybody, but things have been sucking for Elise so I'm not sure if she wants me there so I need to wait until she lets me know. It feels so weird to have been so busy and constantly going and surrounded by people while in Sacramento and then to come back ( Read more... )

I am torn between wanting to be honest and spill the whole truth of what I think, and trying to be a good friend. I guess I shouldn't offer it unless its asked for. Oh well.

Oh my goodness I miss them soo much. I feel this ache in my heart and they have only been gone for like seven hours and I was out for like six of them. When I walked into my apartment I couldn't wait to see their little faces and cuddle with them when I realized, and it hit me, that they are gone. I think in my head I know that I love them and ( Read more... )

I am so fucking furious right now. I hate fucking people especially fucking ignorant dumbass people who fucking call and get pissed at me for something I didn't fucking do and accusing me of shit. I am so mad. URGHGHHHHH, can I just say fucking a couple more times?? Cause I am so fucking pissed off right now. Okay, I need to go take a cold ( Read more... )

I think i've gotten myself into the habit of taking a nap in the afternoon and going to bed later. I went to the gym this morning and after coming home I ate a quick lunch and fell right to sleep. I was so exhausted. When I woke up it was late afternoon and I felt a little refreshed, although I really just wanted to go back to sleep. I didn't ( Read more... )

Why does drama always have to happen when you need to get something done. I don't understand why it can't just wait until I have the time to deal with it. So, anyway, I am just now finishing all of my homework because of this shit. Well, also because I kept getting distracted. But, even with my distractions, if this drama hadn't happened I ( Read more... )

Omg, I LOVE guacamole. I have been craving it all weekend so I walked my ass over to the store today and bought some and some chips and some other necessities. Of course my dads guacamole is way better, but this is definitely hitting the spot. I had the best weekend I have had in a long time. It was so gosh darn fun and so filled with being ( Read more... )

Well I found out today that I have a healthy vagina! Woo hooo! Beyond that not much. I bought girl scout cookies. My birthday passed in a fun, normal sort of way. I went out with Jessica and Sarah and ordered lots of drinks. I was hoping that lots of people would be out even though it was a Monday, just because it was my birthday, but they ( Read more... )