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[uberainbow]

i think this is the worst i've ever felt... everyone is telling me this isn't the end of the world, but how would they know? everything that i've planned out for myself of completely falling apart. my grades are shit (compared to what they should be), everyone around me is leaving or has turned their back on me, i don't have lax anymore because i

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[youthanasia242]

i can know how you're feeling...what i say is, like, shit can't be bad forever, and i know that lacrosse is like...your thing (kinda like my music and guitar is my thing) but like...you're still playing it, right? whatever you do, just don't give up on stuff you really love to do

[__earthrising]

Julia...this is just a rough patch and I know you're going to get through it.

I know even though it might seem like I'm not thinking of you or whatever, I do, all the time. And I miss you like hell. I really miss you being in my life and being able to talk to you.

This past winter has been hell for me and it's been a rough ride, but I've been able to make it through - scarred, though. However you're a tough girl, you've made so many moves around the world and are able to adapt to anything, you're able to make friends anywhere you go, you're going to be fine. and think of it this way, you only have 2 more years of the hell hole and then you'll be out in the world without restrictions and you'll be able to be free and do what you want to do. It's just at these rough patches in our young lives when it feels as if it's going to stay like this forever, but it won't. Time heals everything.

I love you