now for the real update.

[uberjanis453]

I guess I can understand where a dream like that would come from, considering the mood I was in when I went to sleep last night

Comments

[zevhonith]

Kat doesn't have long blond hair and used to live in Santa Fe by any chance, does she?

[uberjanis453]

she does have long blonde-ish hair, but i don't know if she used to live in santa fe. i know she hasn't for the past 8 years, anyway.

[zevhonith]

I believe it's the same one, anyway. I seem to recall her and Willy having some kind of history, which was enormously coincidental to me, since I knew her from way back.

Anyway, if it is the same one, we also worked at Zimmerman Library together - and I'm happy to hear she's having a baby. :)

[uberjanis453]

yeah, that's the one. i think she'll be a good momma.

[etcelecazul]

hey, i really relate to what i heard you say in some of this entry. Yesterday, I had a similar wondering what the hell would happen in my life and what I wanted. I started to feel overwhelmed and overfull... or something... i want to go rampant across everything, and I want to stay here, and i think about going to college and I like the slow pace that I travel at right now, and I like writing on my own terms, and I want to be close to my friend mirabai, live near her sometime, and I want babies like that sometime, and I want to be with michea, and I want to heal and be a whole person, and i also kind of want to flush it all in a thickness of not caring, and yeah,... i just like reading what you think sometimes.

love to you,
nico.

i hope your arm/shoulder feels better.

[jawawillis]

You are dead right- Horus is the Embodyment of the spirit of Albuquerque. I have been having a lot of the same thoughts lately - Acceptance vs. individuality, adventure vs. stability, being out of place vs. rotting in Albuquerque, etc. I miss you too.

BTW- Tell Horus that he'll have the wrath of the Willis to recon with if he knocks down my gimpy sister again.