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[uberjanis453]

I guess maybe I'm finally feeling guilty about not going in to work for so long. Feeling guilty about sleeping all day and having such vivid dreams that take me away from the world. Staying home all day and going out at night. I'm going to be better

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[anonymous]

Ya know, jesus christ you complain a lot. have you LOOKED at your entries? Cleaning up your room and going outside sounds like a good plan to me, but maybe gaining a little perspective would also be good. for instance: you get to be in love. Are you aware of how rare that is? At LEAST, for fuck's sake, you're in love. Even if all the shit in the entire universe rained down on you (which it hasn't), you're in love. You have a family from which you receive at LEAST a modicum of care (do you know how rare THIS is??), you live in a place that allows you to get an amazing education at an amazing school, you get to be near mountains and friends and incredible people who open your mind and give you food for thought and intellectual stimulation. Maybe it's time you changed your perception of your world a little bit. Maybe instead of seeing all the little holes in these things that feel like Lack, you might see how full of unfathomable greatness they are. Maybe your life is full of unfathomable greatness (and it surely, SURELY is), and you'll

[uberjanis453]

whoaaa man. why post anonymously? that seems hostile. i love my life. LOVE IT. Does it occur to you that thisis a livejournal? that it's usually where i go when i'm lonely and questioning? while i'm feeling bad? plus, i'm not trashing my life here, i'm just acknowledging and attempting to prepare for my feared failure? have you ever thought that love isn't easy? where do you get off giving me this whole omnipresent and oh so ominous comment?