I dont feel well...

Jan 05, 2004 09:52

every morning now for the past month or so i feel it...i awake only to find myself in a weakened state...the pounding gets stronger and the breathing a lot harder...if i sneeze or do any drastic moves...a cramp-like sensation comes over me...for the first few hours of the day it is hard to ignore and slowly but surely...it becomes but a whisper... ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 6 2004, 13:59:02 UTC
Today 1/6/04 I went to a funeral, is the second time i been to a funeral. As I was standing in the church many thing went through my mind and my heart was fufill with sadness and pain. Even though none of the people who has passed away are very close to me, its still hurt to see the pain of others. I wonder if the third time I will attend to a funeral it will be a love one who has passed away. "Como dicen que la tercera es la vencida". Could it be mom, dad, any of my siblings,JC, Ricky, but to be honest the only one that kept running in my mind while I was standing next to the body was YOU my love friend. I couldnt think of anyone else but YOU, and my eyes suddenly were fufill with tears, my heart drop and I felt as dead as that innocent child who was dead. As I saw the pain of the mom, I saw my self going through that pain for YOU, OUCH did it hurt my friend, I saw my self in the painful picture of that mom crying for her beloved child. Dear love friend I realize how much you mean in my life and how you will drag me with me if you ( ... )

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homecomingqueer January 6 2004, 17:05:14 UTC
If it didn't already belong to my beloved Jessica (and it wouldn't mean my certain death) I would want nothing more than to give you my heart...

I find it somewhat ironic how someone with such a big, wonderful, lovng heart can have such a "bad" one.

When I am a millionaire (and when they find a way to make these things work) I'm going to buy you this...


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ubermench January 15 2004, 14:56:02 UTC
i think thats the sweetest thing...awwwwww

so yeah, i got a you a "butch" pin cuase ur so BUTCH! hehehe...an of course one for ur "fem" girl...*wink, *wink

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