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[ucanbmysunshine]

he led me on
i cannot belive it
he led me on
i let it happen again
i thought i was over him
i guess not
i cannot belive i let it happen again
im so stupid
i actually belived that he wanted me back for a while
im so stupid
why would he want me back? im not special
well not to him atleast
i dont kno why i bother anymore with him
my heart is so broken
i dont think

Comments

[usayuloveme]

omg!!!!!!!!!!! sam i love you and any guy is lucky to have you! really like the great and perfect guy wil come around i promise..itll be ok.

You are so wrong!

[anonymous]

That guy is an idiot and whats worse is he hurt you. Do not Ever let a guy make you feel that you are not special because you are. Any guy would be lucky to date you! It is not about finding better girls to date, it is finding the right girl for you and that you know cares about you. We all think that when our hearts get broken it will never be fixed, but all you need time to let it heal and I am sure when you find the right guy he will be able to put some of the pieces back together. In my other post I told you why someone would want to date you and you are a very special girl. I know the option of running away and never getting hurt sounds appealing, but then you miss out on your friends that care about you like yours truly. Guys that lead girls on and end up breaking their hearts are why guys get the reputation as dogs and then we all look bad even those of us that could never do that to a girl. You weren't stupid you were in love those are two completely different things. You know how people say when they are in love things are

Re: You are so wrong!

[ucanbmysunshine]

Jason that means so much to me. thank you so much. it just hurts me that me and this guy talked for like 5 months and went out for one. i really cared for him and he said that he really cared for me and i thought that he meant that. its just weird how one min he can make me feel so complete and happy and then the next min like im all alone and depressed. i hate that. i kno that he will always have that special place in my heart but i dont want him there. i dont want someone who does these things to me. i kno that things will get better. but sometimes i wish that i would have never known him. but then i think how in the world would i get to where i am now. i thought that i was over him. i guess God had his own way , the hard way, of telling me that im not over him. i sure hope that there is a guy out there who will love me for me and put some of my heart back together.
thank you so much for what you said. it means alot to me.

[anonymous]

If you are depressed let me know if there is anything I can do to help. I would not really know about the whole change of heart thing remember I have never really dated. I hope you will feel better and God does do strange things, but he could be leading you to someone else he feels is right for you. I think there is a song about that. Believe me you will get a guy that loves you soooo much and everything you said that you prayed to God for a guy to do with you will get. I think it was a big mistake for him and sooner or later he will regret it. Still waiting for that phone call. Well, take care and don't fret over this guy too much he's not worth it.

[ucanbmysunshine]

yes he does do strange things. but he did it for a reason. haha i will dont you worry. you never kno when i will call you. it will be like a surprise. and im not going to. im going to move on. i dont want to waste my time on someone who doesnt want me.

Hey

[anonymous]

Hey Samantha,
What is your e-mail address? I got an email from one of my old teachers that was like one of my best friends and it kind of relates to what you are going through. I can't believe it is already July it means we only have like one more month of summer till school starts back. It will be my senior year that is so awesome! I need to start filling out school applications, so I can start applying for scholarships. My last year of high school then I go to college it has been a long time coming. When football season starts can I sit with you at some of the games? I look forward to hanging out with you. I know this will be a good year, but it will probably fly bye. You will get a boyfriend when you want one , though. Do not worry about that guy because I would rather see you smile and laugh rather than depressed and sad. You really are a great person and you will probably mature from this experience. Plus, who knows this year you might get the guy of your dreams. Have a great day and take care!

Your friend,

Re: Hey

[ucanbmysunshine]

yea i kno its already july. summer has gone by so fast. but then comes winter! my fav season. haha. oo so wait where are you wanting to go to college? and yess you can sit with me at the games. well i usualy walk around and then sit and then walk some more. ya never kno. aww and thanks. yea iwould rather be happy then sad. but ya kno thats just me haha. and i think that i have learned from this. thanks so much. you are so sweet.

[anonymous]

I love winter too! I love taking walks in the cold and just enjoying God's beauty. Also, I like when we make homemade hot chocolate. I enjoy watching old Christmas movies with my family like The Santa Clause and sitting by a warm fire. Every year we go to my grandmother's house in Gadsden for a family Christmas party and I like to hang out with my cousin Scott and sometimes we might play a game of chess. I like seeing all of my cousins like Ryan and Olivia. Sometimes us younger kids might go outside and throw football. I don't mind walking some as long as we get to watch some of the game. My dad sometimes works the gate so it's just me and I would walking or sitting with you. I would like meeting some of your friends. Sometimes I just like to walk outside and look at the stars because it's soothing knowing you are not the only one out there. Plus, our subdivision has a small lake, so its beautiful to see the moonlight reflect off the water. Basically, I love life and seeing and learning new things.

[ucanbmysunshine]

oooooo. yea i like sleeping outside. haha. i feel so happy when i sleep outside. thats just me. hmm i like learning new things too! haha. o and heck yes we would be watching some of the game. i love football man. psh heck yes.

[a_dreamers_wish]

i love my sam&you know im here for you always.
-amy

[ucanbmysunshine]

thanks amy that means alot to me.
and we need to hang soon