It's not something that can be fixed with mere words on a computer screen, Sam. None of it is. And it's really, really sweet of you to try but just... It's not that easy.
And you're not. You're sweet. You're... You've got this level of faith in people that I don't right now, and it's not idiocy, it's-- It's something, but it's not idiocy.
It's not, but-- I don't know what other solutions exist right now. It was thoughtless, I'll give you that. But-- it shouldn't be like this.
I just got to thinking about it. The whole thing, the statement. What it really meant. And I can't stop thinking about it, and I'm not shaking anymore, but--
Everything has changed. I can count the people I trust on one hand.
It shouldn't be, but it is. And I'm done tilting at windmills.
Josh's statement? Or a broader, more general statement?
I trust you. I trust your mother. I trust Tim and Lily and Dr. Klein. I trust Carol and, believe it or not, Danny Concannon. But more than that, I trust that somehow, this is all... There's a reason for this. For all of it. I need to believe that, Sam. I have faith that somehow, this will work itself out, and maybe not in a way that any of us can predict but-- It's that old quote, the one they used in The Sound of Music, of all things, about God closing a door and opening a window.
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I'm the world's biggest idiot.
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And you're not. You're sweet. You're... You've got this level of faith in people that I don't right now, and it's not idiocy, it's-- It's something, but it's not idiocy.
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I just got to thinking about it. The whole thing, the statement. What it really meant. And I can't stop thinking about it, and I'm not shaking anymore, but--
Everything has changed. I can count the people I trust on one hand.
This is all my fault.
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Josh's statement? Or a broader, more general statement?
I trust you. I trust your mother. I trust Tim and Lily and Dr. Klein. I trust Carol and, believe it or not, Danny Concannon. But more than that, I trust that somehow, this is all... There's a reason for this. For all of it. I need to believe that, Sam. I have faith that somehow, this will work itself out, and maybe not in a way that any of us can predict but-- It's that old quote, the one they used in The Sound of Music, of all things, about God closing a door and opening a window.
And Sam? It's not your fault.
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