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[uccellieviolini]

sobbing in the kitchen in a dress that once belonged to my grandmother. the night before i wore his pajamas while we made dinner. i can't help but be mad at myself; i knew this would happen and i let it. we were whales once, right? what happened? i wish there were some kind of fast forward for heartache.

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[anonymous]

Cheer up.

http://www.sendspace.com/file/ys2g9e

[uccellieviolini]

who is this? that didn't work.

[anonymous]

Damn. Here. Try this: http://www.sendspace.com/file/az4q21

[uccellieviolini]

who is this?

[diskothiq]

i wish there were some kind of fast forward for heartache

most days you can watch law & order for anywhere from four to eight hours, sometimes consecutively. worked for me!

(seriously though, breaking up is the worst, i know. hang in there.)

[uccellieviolini]

thanks, pph. so you guys are playing chicago on wednesday? how did that slip by me? where are you playing?

[uccellieviolini]

ugh. the metro, and it's sold out. that's so dumb.

[diskothiq]

sorry mang. it's a benefit so i don't know what the guestlist situation is (i.e. if there is one) but if i can hook you up i'll let you know. superchunk = also effective fast-forward for heartache :-)

[anniecomplex]

dry your tears! a friend sent this to me when i broke up with someone i really cared about:

Somewhere along the way after doing what you have to do in your own way in your own time, not calling it healing and not scheduling it on a white board but just bulling your way through it with the uncomprehending determination that is sometimes called faith and sometimes called the instinct for survival and sometimes called a necessary belief in a nourishing fiction, you are going to be talking on the phone or eating or opening a window or just walking dully along and you are going to notice that he's not in your head anymore, he's not shadowing you, he's not pulling you down and you don't even care anymore about what happened or how he left, in fact you hardly notice he's gone except that it is notably quieter in the area of your heart

[uccellieviolini]

best roommate ever.

[j3nn1b0t]

i love you. :| don't be sad. <3<3<3

[uccellieviolini]

i think i just replied on my roommate's account by accident. regardless, thanks jenni.

[baby_boy_]

feel free to knock on my door with tiger and yr blanket in tow at an hour of the night, even though its slightly less convenient since i'm not just across the hall anymore.

[uccellieviolini]

i might take you up on that sometime soon.