we have it all, but i still reach out

[uccellieviolini]

i don't know what to say about j being gone. life goes on. it's okay, and it's not okay. before he left i asked what i was supposed to do without him. he told me to do what i've always done. i used to wait. i get coffee alone. i drag my fingers along the fences on logan boulevard. i watch my dog run around the playground after hours. i write

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[_______nuncora]

hey, wanna get coffee and drag our fingers along fences in like...oh, i don't know, a week and a half?

[uccellieviolini]

yes. i cannot wait.

[louche]

the minute i started reading this i thought i wonder if she's in school yet? and then i got to that part. so, it's on again.

also you can't ever drink again in life?

[uccellieviolini]

it's on, i just need to find an aforadable school. also, l.n. is my favorite person ever. she walked into the apartment while i was in bed crying and gave me a hug without eve asking if i needed one. she sat in bed with me and told me she cries a lot too. i love her.

[louche]

oh! my LN! she is LOVE! and yes i've cried with liz a few times. sweet sweet love. give her a hug for me next time you see her ok?