ok, must retract previous statement about Dan.

I did my research, and his mouth did not lick a vagina. but in fact just madeout and touched her every body part except the money shots.

so of course, SHE decided that they were just going to be friends...awwwww...puke.

it is still terrifying to imagine.

my life is still funny.

Katie Davalos left the group I judge you when you use poor grammar. 9:48pm ( Read more... )

thank you, nicole for understanding that you just can't date/kiss/whatever with someone that reminds you of Boz.

fuck me, man. i feel like a piece of shit.

must get it together...

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Picnic Day, again, very far away, but! it sounds like everyone is coming and its going to be amazing!!! working out some of the ligistics and going as far as being involved in the actual planning of activities as a representative for my internship. im not going to sleep that entire weekend. muahaha ( Read more... )

ok, i feel much better now. so much easier to feel apathetic about the situation even if its just pretending to be. i rather be crazy to myself and repress being within my nature than to project my stupid shit onto others, especially if im trying to get into their good graces. jesus, i mean, it took me all day to come up with that ( Read more... )

trying soooo hard to not be the crazy girl. over analyzing stupid shit. omg, im totally the crazy girl. fucking shoot me in the face.

i desperately need to focus on other things besides what i dont not have. fuck me.

its a weird feeling when gender roles are completely switched. i feel like a real asshole and i guess i should give guys a little more credit for all the bullshit they have to deal with. ooo, i thought i had it all figured out ( Read more... )

tonight: clean the fucking apartment
tomorrow: 6am drive to santa cruz and get crushed in rugby
later tomorrow: drive back beaten (hopefully alive) and get back by 5 and take a shower
tomorrow evening: have another date. wooooooooooo!