who is this person.....

[ucfboomonster]

I don't know this person that I have become. I DON'T HAVE FEELINGS.I don't want to care about stuff. I don't know me... I am lost in this world of everyday crap. What will happen later in life how will things go. I have all these people that know my name now but who will remeber it till I die. Family as long as I don't shut them out. Friends yah

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[artist484]

i know what you are going through and believe me you aren't alone. a lot of people go through this in college, i've read about it and seen things on it. i guess this is just what happens. you get this new life and suddenly you don't know if you're supposed to become a new you as well. but in the crazy mix of things spiraling around you there are certain constants you can hold on to. it doesn't mean that you can't grab things out of the crazyness; new and cool things. it just means letting everything around you, new and old, be absorbed into who you are. not who you want to be and not who you used to be. the hardest thing is knowing who you are (which i know you are struggling with). there's no real answer for that one. but you'll always have me as a friend if you need to vent or just talk out loud to someone. or, i don't know, hang out with? i miss you and i'll be in orlando soon so just call me when you get back. love you.

[artist484]

Thank you tana! when will you be home? I would love to hang out!

oh my lovely heathermer

[hopenvrfadez]

being one of your close friends, I can be honest and tell you that you have changed. it's nto a bad thing..your growing up. and along the way lost the feeling that you know who you are. It's ok...most people really don't know who they are in this middle stage...I have no freaking clue who the fuck I am...i always seem to lose myself..but it's ok..it sucks to not know..but it's ok! college life you just kinda have to sit back and try and enjoy the ride..even when you are not..and about the jealousy thing..it's really rather hard to control it..you can but no matter how laid back you are, everyone gets jealous. it's just a matter of how you act on your feelings. you know my number and where i live..
I <3 you
I miss you
<3 Jamie