Well I have no money and I owe what feels like a million dollars to everyone credit cards family its hard and I don't feel like I am going to be able to pay it off anytime soon. Jon is talking about going into the military active duty as an officer.....I would only have to work for fun not because I needed the money I would have more time to see my ( Read more... )

Well my life is changing yet again..... Jon and I have finally fixed our issues we talked and got some of our misunderstanding out of the way. I am so excited I have put in my two weeks with starbucks I will be back in orlando for good Feb 14th Happy valentines day orlando!! My sister bought a plane ticket shes coming up to see chicago and drive ( Read more... )

So it seems that getting some of the stuff out of my head is helping me think so i guess I will continue to write until im done thinking things through. It sucks because all I could think about last night is ways to get a job and what not I only got 2 hours of sleep sucked hard core and had to work at 5 am. its nice because you get off early but I ( Read more... )

This whole trying to buy a house thing is really hard but I am trying so i guest that counts for something even if i feel retarded. I am now watching basketball which is interesting I am learning more about the sport and actually starting to like it hopefully it wont be a fair weather thing :) I am missing jon so much every day its fun to just have ( Read more... )

I am glad live journal is still here because I know many people don't use it any more but it just what i need to write in. I feel soo lost I am married and living with a roommate (I don't mind having elyse I am so happy to have her in fact otherwise I would be really alone.) because my husband is in Cuba Gitmo. Elyse has been a great friend all of ( Read more... )

Ok so I totally forgot livejournal excited I remembered the other day and it made me smile to see some people still use it!! Its a great way to really post stuff with out the world seeing it. If you put it on facebook a million people will read it in less then a min. So I haven't posted in a really long time but so much and not so much has changed ( Read more... )

This weekend is going to be busy at work. One more final and then I start summer school. I am so excited to graduate. It looks like we arn't going to move but instead buy the house we are in so thats exciting! I am also excited about parties with friends and a wedding that is going to be so crazy and so exciting I can't wait. My sister is starting ( Read more... )

Jon is walking for rely for life if you want to donate go to https://www.kintera.org/faf/donorReg/donorPledge.asp?ievent=191959&lis=1&kntae191959=67414C91FEE9493FA9BC26B21DEE7962&supId=

Well I am needy I know alot of people may not know that; only my closest friends know. I can't change it. I have always cared more about people then they care about me that I am ok with. People just walking all over me im not ok with. I am in a crazy mood I can't explain it sorry. I am sorry I have lost so close friends and I am really sorry to the ( Read more... )

I am engaged not dead as much as people think this may change stuff it doesn't I still have feelings and I still did want to have spring break with friends. Apparently I am dead no one told me but im dead. I am just so mad that people are so rude. If you want to be better just say no I don't feel like doing anything with you sorry its your only ( Read more... )