Well, me and Josh started dating today. He's so sweet. I really care about him. I thought that maybe Brittany would've been mad at me for it but, she said that she didn't have anymore feelings for him. So, that was good. But, Homecoming was fun, I guess. I just wish that Michael could've been there to have fun with everybody. He's such a great ( Read more... )

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yeah... Homecoming was okay. Josh asked me out. I said yes. And of course they played the dumbest music ever ( Read more... )

I'm playing powder puff tomorrow...It'll be fun. I think. I talked to Michael. I hope that me and him start talking again. I miss how he would let me hold him while I slept on the bus on the way home from all of the competitions this summer. Hopefully, we can be good friends, eventually ( Read more... )

Yeah... I won't be on tonight because I'll be in Columbus. I'm going to a youth rally with the youth of my church. But I will tell you everything that happened on Saturday.

Today has been okay. I talken to Micheal and he was just trying to prove a point when he said that he wasn't desperate. I don't know anymore. I told him to just not talk to me anymore but, if he wants to...then I just won't let him hurt me anymore. Just because he was down, he had to make someone else feel as bad as he did ( Read more... )

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This is kind of weird. I have this thing. People read and tell me that they read it, and they don't comment on anything. Is there something wrong with me? Is everyone just pretending to be my friend? I don't know what is up with people. If you're not going to be my friend any of the time, then don't be my friend at all. That is all that I have to

Well, I have this here journal. No one ever talks to me... It's bullcrap. I just read Michael's entry. He's down on himself because he's tired of feeling so alone. There is someone right here that wants to be with him, but he doesn't want me. He doesn't want me because I'm fat, ugly, and I don't act like something that I'm not. I act like myself ( Read more... )

They say it fades if you let it ( Read more... )