so fucking riled up.
can't he just shut the fuck up. playing the theory of the company using him and various methods to turn people against the other, it's just too much. while they're trying to pull out every hair from the other's head, someone has the right to open the fucking window and show off to the whole world his so-called pain in the chest. the more one has the less he shows, so i guess there's just nothing good to dread over in this fucking nutcase
oh, so he has that fucking right to show off his aching heart despite all the posts because he's the one who stays now? brilliant. brilliant to the point i'm utterly fucking disgusted
he wouldn't have been lasted a second on that ground if there wasn't the other. the only betrayal i can see here is his. i'm still here, watching closely what life will do to him in the future.
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now what shines there? i can't interpret anything optimistic from that sentence. darkness in the other's eyes but shines in the sky for people to see. after all it doesn't even matter; didn't we all come from something to close to darkness. and it has been like that since forever
it has been too long since i last felt like throwing up just from feelings, and even more long since i last wanted to wipe someone i don't even know enough off this world. it's already disgusting enough, but this one i can't get used to
we're all getting to somewhere in the future
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