Done

[uclapshaug]

Mike and I finished the last of it last night. It was a decent night, nothing spectacular. Got Spirited Away and some munchies from Ralph's. Smoked out in my room with some Pink Floyd and such. Watched the movie, hung out with some sober chicks who came downstairs for awhile, and then went to sleep. Spirited Away or another anime would be fun to

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heh

[onewingedimp]

I came across the " that's their first impression of me." part alot when i smoked a bunch. Thats when i became discreet about it unless with my friends, and even with them. So i'd start pretending i wasnt hight. I also was able to pull around more people and it didnt make me so retarded. But there was a time, when i was getting into smoking alot, that i felt i was way to retarded to be around people and i hated being introduced as "This is my friend, he's high." So i even stopped smoking at parties and if i wanted to smoke, i'd take myself or my friends out of the room and smoke and even then, i wouldn't want to go back to people i just met if my friends were going to act a fool. I was tired of people expecting me to be retarded and have a "Burnout" feel to me. In short, i hated being judged and stereotyped because of how i smoked pot, even if people were cool with smoking pot. You you've done it also, i do it to people when they are drunk moreso, "Oh he's drunk...." and you think you can be more rude, or more careless to them. I was

Re: heh

[uclapshaug]

This needs no reply because you've said exactly what I feel and what I'd hoped you'd understand. Thank you. Whenever it gets hard, just know that I'm there with you and for you.