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Title: "Realize"
Author: Xenjn
Rating: M
Pairings: KisakixJun
Warnings: Uh, masturbation, sexual themes, hints of sex, slight pedo-ness?
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone in this. D: -SOB-
Notes: Written for the lovely Kami_Kenji in about 30 minutes. She requested that I keep it as raw and unedited as possible...Sooo~! Here you are! Enjoy!
There was something about his smile that he found just so damn endearing.
...In fact, that smile was exactly what has started all of this. It wasn't his fault that the brat was cute. ...Of course, he had always known that Jun was cute. He never really denied it, either.
If anything, he flaunted the boy's cuteness, even going as far as to proclaim that the boy was his new younger brother.
Perhaps he should've noticed it then.
Though, at the time, he simply assumed the attraction he had for the boy was completely innocent. He admired Jun's skill, and potential, that was all.
They quickly became close. Kisaki soon found himself completely determined to break the boy of his bad habits. Jun reminded him of Kenji, the chubby blonde who tried, and failed, to be like Kiyoharu. Though, Jun wanted nothing more then to be the next hide.
But unlike that blonde brat, Kisaki saw a-lot of potential in Jun...Maybe that was why he allowed the kid's band to sign onto his label when he was 17.
That and...he had been struck by the boy's talent...he found that, at the time, he had wanted Jun to join his label more then anything.
He wanted it much more then he should have.
...Perhaps he should've realized it then.
Then again, Kisaki was never bright when it came to things like this.
Though, it didn't take him very long to realize that his gaze always seemed to linger on Jun much longer then necessary.
That he would randomly, for no reason, call the brat into his office. He always thought of a half baked excuse as to WHY he wanted to see the boy, only seconds before he arrived, but...
By then it should've been obvious.
Then again, Kisaki wasn't the type to see a truth he didn't want to face...Regardless if it was staring him right in the eyes.
So, perhaps it wasn't so obvious to him, at the time.
It took for him to call out the boy's name while masturbating for it to really sink in.
It took for him to realize that, thinking of Jun was the only way to finish. His mind would reject any other fantasy unless it involved the seventeen year old guitarist.
And yet, even after all of that, Kisaki still hadn't fully realized it.
But he endured as best as he could, doing the only thing he could. At night he'd close his eyes, hiding his hand under his sheets as he squeezed and stroked his erection...The young boy's name constantly leaving his lips.
How revolting.
Jun was only seventeen for fuck's sake!
He was sick. Sick, dirty, wrong, and despicable.
But he couldn't stop. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't stop imaging the boy's supple young body pressed against his own, nude, slick with sweat. He could almost hear the brat's cries for more as Kisaki would pummel into him.
Yes, oh god yes he was sick.
Though, he never imagined Jun would be just as sick as him.
...No, sick wasn't the word. The boy wasn't sick...He was sweet, a bit crude, but in an endearing way. He was smart too, and talented, and beautiful...and...perfect.
Yes, Jun was smart, and it didn't take long for Jun to realize the truth, even if Kisaki hadn't quite understood it yet. It didn't take long, for Kisaki's forbidden, imaginary thoughts and scenarios to come to life.
Maybe he should've realized it then.
...It was illegal, it was wrong. But each time those supple legs spread, so eagerly inviting him in...he couldn't resist.
Each time those pink, pink lips parted, he couldn't quell the urges that rose in him...
And every time he became one with the boy, he found himself stepping closer, and closer to the truth.
"...Do you realize it yet?" Jun once asked him quietly, his throat still sore from the exertion on his voice.
"What, that I'm in love with you?"
Jun blushed, "Yeah, that."
A light smirk came to Kisaki's lips as he rolled onto his back.
"Yeah, I realized it."
-END-
Author: Xenjn
Rating: M
Pairings: KisakixJun
Warnings: Uh, masturbation, sexual themes, hints of sex, slight pedo-ness?
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone in this. D: -SOB-
Notes: Written for the lovely Kami_Kenji in about 30 minutes. She requested that I keep it as raw and unedited as possible...Sooo~! Here you are! Enjoy!
There was something about his smile that he found just so damn endearing.
...In fact, that smile was exactly what has started all of this. It wasn't his fault that the brat was cute. ...Of course, he had always known that Jun was cute. He never really denied it, either.
If anything, he flaunted the boy's cuteness, even going as far as to proclaim that the boy was his new younger brother.
Perhaps he should've noticed it then.
Though, at the time, he simply assumed the attraction he had for the boy was completely innocent. He admired Jun's skill, and potential, that was all.
They quickly became close. Kisaki soon found himself completely determined to break the boy of his bad habits. Jun reminded him of Kenji, the chubby blonde who tried, and failed, to be like Kiyoharu. Though, Jun wanted nothing more then to be the next hide.
But unlike that blonde brat, Kisaki saw a-lot of potential in Jun...Maybe that was why he allowed the kid's band to sign onto his label when he was 17.
That and...he had been struck by the boy's talent...he found that, at the time, he had wanted Jun to join his label more then anything.
He wanted it much more then he should have.
...Perhaps he should've realized it then.
Then again, Kisaki was never bright when it came to things like this.
Though, it didn't take him very long to realize that his gaze always seemed to linger on Jun much longer then necessary.
That he would randomly, for no reason, call the brat into his office. He always thought of a half baked excuse as to WHY he wanted to see the boy, only seconds before he arrived, but...
By then it should've been obvious.
Then again, Kisaki wasn't the type to see a truth he didn't want to face...Regardless if it was staring him right in the eyes.
So, perhaps it wasn't so obvious to him, at the time.
It took for him to call out the boy's name while masturbating for it to really sink in.
It took for him to realize that, thinking of Jun was the only way to finish. His mind would reject any other fantasy unless it involved the seventeen year old guitarist.
And yet, even after all of that, Kisaki still hadn't fully realized it.
But he endured as best as he could, doing the only thing he could. At night he'd close his eyes, hiding his hand under his sheets as he squeezed and stroked his erection...The young boy's name constantly leaving his lips.
How revolting.
Jun was only seventeen for fuck's sake!
He was sick. Sick, dirty, wrong, and despicable.
But he couldn't stop. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't stop imaging the boy's supple young body pressed against his own, nude, slick with sweat. He could almost hear the brat's cries for more as Kisaki would pummel into him.
Yes, oh god yes he was sick.
Though, he never imagined Jun would be just as sick as him.
...No, sick wasn't the word. The boy wasn't sick...He was sweet, a bit crude, but in an endearing way. He was smart too, and talented, and beautiful...and...perfect.
Yes, Jun was smart, and it didn't take long for Jun to realize the truth, even if Kisaki hadn't quite understood it yet. It didn't take long, for Kisaki's forbidden, imaginary thoughts and scenarios to come to life.
Maybe he should've realized it then.
...It was illegal, it was wrong. But each time those supple legs spread, so eagerly inviting him in...he couldn't resist.
Each time those pink, pink lips parted, he couldn't quell the urges that rose in him...
And every time he became one with the boy, he found himself stepping closer, and closer to the truth.
"...Do you realize it yet?" Jun once asked him quietly, his throat still sore from the exertion on his voice.
"What, that I'm in love with you?"
Jun blushed, "Yeah, that."
A light smirk came to Kisaki's lips as he rolled onto his back.
"Yeah, I realized it."
-END-