well its been a while since i updated, not by choice, i just didnt do much since i last posted ( Read more... )

ever so simplistic of realistic things ( Read more... )

after watching the movie the butterfly effect (which i have to say is fuckin amazing) ive been doing nothing but thinking. how would it feel to go back into your life and change things that happened to you? how would everything be afterwords? so many situations pop into my head about my own life that i wish i could know the outcome of if i actually ( Read more... )

day one of freshman year at college. yeah it was easy.heh. it was basically just like any other normal day of skool ive ever had in my life. the only difference was the weird environment. im not used to ohlone at all. ive known the other skools i went to like the back of my hand, cuz i was always there, whether in skool or just doin whatever. ( Read more... )

well my life sure has had a lot of shit go on since the last time i actually wrote. lately i have been going out and searching for jobs and pretty much any place that i thought was hiring. i applied at 4 or 5 places and got call backs and interviews from 3. all 3 of my interviews were this past week, and all have their own story ( Read more... )

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well honestly i dont really have a reason to post in this anymore. i give up. my life isnt interesting. nothing happens to me ever, and its pointless honestly. so yeah. thats it. if ya need me, 579-5550 is my number. "this is the end...my only friend, the end..."

i cant believe how accurate these things are. its frightening. i went for a walk by myself for an hour before i came home and got online. and my weight gain thing due to water, i dont know what thats about. but i have been drinkin a shitload of water since i stopped smoking weed.

well i did something today that i bet no one ever thought i would do. i quit smoking weed. thats right, im done with the shit. fuck it. all it is is a strain on your wallet and it doesnt really do anything for ya, except for the stoned feeling. me and mary jane had a good 2 year run in with each other and there have been some good times and bad ( Read more... )

i dont know what it is, but lately ive been feeling out of place everywhere i go. i have no idea why i feel like this but its been on my mind for quite some time, and god it sucks. i feel hella selfconcious about the stupid fuckin bandage i have on my finger, i hardly speak around even my closest friends. just dumb little shit. and its gettin to me ( Read more... )