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how can i feel like this all the time? how can this be me the rest of my life, my stomach is in knotts and i think i'm going to be sick. i have no right to feel like that, i'm no angel, no saint. i need something to drink, something strong, something hard.

i just feel like screaming...

so i've been house sitting and i will still be here for a few weeks and it's already driving me crazy. i don't know why but i'm so stressed out and i'm having stupid panic attacks and it makes me cry. i wake up with jesse next to me and that make me happy and now it's going to be about a week before i can see him again and i feel as if all my ( Read more... )

i went out with jesse tonight, don't i look cute!?!

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but hey i had a great night lastnight! rob is home!

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i left it over at jesse's and it makes me want to cry...
for real.

Do you know what time it is?
4:34am.
Do you know what i'm not doing right now?
Sleeping.
Damn.

So this is how I spend my time.
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wait, today was the day of heart-attacks, that's right.