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Signs
So I got sick on Monday. Just when I was going to attempt to get myself back on track. So I thought this could mean one of two things: either I should keep hating everything and doing nothing like I have been or I'm dying. Then I had some ginger ale on my way home and I felt mostly all better. So I thought maybe this could be a sign that I should ( Read more... ) -
History Repeats Itself
It definitely does. So much has happened today that has reminded me of a certain day of March 2008. First of all, there's been my downward-sloping emotions. Just general feeling hopeless and pointless and hating life. Which differs from my freshman year of high school when I hated myself. Now I just hate life. Which has been accompanied by a lack ( Read more... ) -
Stuffs
So I sneaked out of the house tonight to go to the Necto. I can't believe I didn't get caught! But even if I had, it would so be worth it! I had the most amazing time EVER. And I'm so glad to be out and about for once! I was so socially deprived it's not even funny! No wonder I was so depressed. So I'm gonna say a few things just cuz I feel so ( Read more... ) -
Fuck this
I want out. There's no point anymore. I want to find myself before I go to school. Then I might find something in me that's worth it. But I can't because then we won't know if my ADD drugs are working or not ( Read more... ) -
Wow This Is Weird
So my weekend was full of ups and downs. Up- I went to Big Rapids and spent the weekend with Missa. We spent a lot of time trying to figure out what to do because we are nocturnal and NOTHING is open late in Big Rapids. Or almost nothing. Down- My uncle died. Halloween otherwise was, of course, AMAZING. Night before I was a zombie. Pretty sweet. ( Read more... ) -
Someone stop me before I do something I regret
I can't believe I feel this way. I thought I was completely over my depression and it comes back to haunt me so randomly. I've just felt miserable and hopeless so much of this week. I'm so out of it, all I can do is sleep. And I feel like crying but I can't ( Read more... ) -
Pocket Emo
Wow, it's been 103 weeks since I've updated my LJ! Well, myspace isn't working and I wanted a place to put this. Enjoy! <3
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Yay!
Today is Halloween! I'm being Ruri and my hair is looking o-tay! ^_^ I woke up at 5 to do it cuz I thought it was gonna take forever. But it's fine. Tomorrow is the first day of él día de los muertos. This is also exciting. I'm going to do my hair all pretty for Nov. 2nd. Well, pretty-ish. Anyway, that's all for now.
