alice nine- shouxhiroto- Gap
Title: Gap
Pairing: ShouxHiroto
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Warning: Sexual implications
Summary: Hiroto feels that there's a gap between him and Shou..
A sweet, slightly-wet kiss was placed on my lips. Shou pulled back and smiled at me, his eyes never leaving mine. Another night, another cold and dark night. Sometimes I wished that Shou and I had the same thoughts and dreams so that we could be assured that we'd be together forever. But people are different. Shou and I were never the same. We are two different individuals.
And just like that, I noticed a huge gap forming in between us the time when we released our 11th single. I knew we were distant... And that gap, still continues to extend and widen until now.
The reason why you're kissing me is to make up for what we've lost for the past months... I couldn't resist- You are the one. Yet...
A few moments have passed. You notice that I wasn't paying attention to your attempts to tempt me. You stopped kissing me and blinked a few times when you frowned and lay on top of me, your hands on my chest as your sight went from my eyes, to your fingers.
He never looked this insecure before. Some part of me wanted to tell him that the feeling is gone. I forced a plain smile, though all I could feel now is how distance got in between us... And how he could be so far when he's just in front of me. The feeling is killing me. Soon... I'll have to tell him.
Yet... Those eyes that never fail to brighten up my day and it is his lips that I only want to kiss- Maybe I was wrong? Maybe there's just something bugging me?
Shou closed the distance between us and kissed me again, pushing his tongue inside my mouth. Not long when he broke our kiss and asked.
"Do I still make you happy?"
I nod as a reply. My plain smile was still in my lips. I see you standing up and wearing your slippers again, approaching the table and looking at your reflection in the mirror. You were beautiful as usual. Prettier than me, more talented. You have the world in your hands. I'm just a stupid guitarist- and I wish that you'll tell me again, in my ear, that you love me and my music. Music is the only thing that keeps us bonded until now.
Slowly, Shou turned around and his lips formed a sad smile. He asked, "Are you still mine?"
I nodded again and sat up straight. this is not yet the time...
"Be honest because I can sense it. I love you..." This time, Shou faced the mirror and I saw his reflection crying, his beautiful a=face being drenched with the salty tears that has not been there for quite a time now. My Shou is crying. Shaking, he embraced himself and looked at me from the mirror with his eyes the color of red, tears still falling to my table and to his lap. A sudden hit of my own tears formed in my eyes.
"I love you." I answered, my own tears falling to my bed.
"Prove it,"
With that, I called his name again with the softest of my voice and he came, and I openned my arms to him. Then I smiled when he kissed me again and I pushed him to the bed. We started taking of our clothes but Shou pulled me to him and whispered to my ear, still sobbing.
"You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I love you, Hiroto."
He screamed and moaned when I stroke him to fullness. He does the same and he kissed me with so much passion. I managed to speak after a heated kiss and I said, "I love you, Shou... Can things be alright from now on?"
Suddenly, he pulled me and quickly changing places, he was on top of me. You completely removed my clothes and so as yours.
"Yes. So...just shut up and fuck me."
A little chuckle came out of us and my breathing laboured when he put his lubricated fingers inside of me. I couldn't breathe...
Damn it. I love Shou. I was wrong. For a moment there, I thought that I had lost the feeling. "I love you Shou."
"Same here, Hiroto."
Shou giggled and he shut me up with another heated kiss.
This guy... Even if I have these kind of insecurities, some part of him makes me come back to him. Shou is MINE- and I may be insecure sometimes but one thing is for sure- I will never learn how to not love him.
~Owari :)
Notes: First alice nine fic EVER! Hopefully, I could do more, of course.. ShouXHiroto. XD So.. How was it? :D
Pairing: ShouxHiroto
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Warning: Sexual implications
Summary: Hiroto feels that there's a gap between him and Shou..
A sweet, slightly-wet kiss was placed on my lips. Shou pulled back and smiled at me, his eyes never leaving mine. Another night, another cold and dark night. Sometimes I wished that Shou and I had the same thoughts and dreams so that we could be assured that we'd be together forever. But people are different. Shou and I were never the same. We are two different individuals.
And just like that, I noticed a huge gap forming in between us the time when we released our 11th single. I knew we were distant... And that gap, still continues to extend and widen until now.
The reason why you're kissing me is to make up for what we've lost for the past months... I couldn't resist- You are the one. Yet...
A few moments have passed. You notice that I wasn't paying attention to your attempts to tempt me. You stopped kissing me and blinked a few times when you frowned and lay on top of me, your hands on my chest as your sight went from my eyes, to your fingers.
He never looked this insecure before. Some part of me wanted to tell him that the feeling is gone. I forced a plain smile, though all I could feel now is how distance got in between us... And how he could be so far when he's just in front of me. The feeling is killing me. Soon... I'll have to tell him.
Yet... Those eyes that never fail to brighten up my day and it is his lips that I only want to kiss- Maybe I was wrong? Maybe there's just something bugging me?
Shou closed the distance between us and kissed me again, pushing his tongue inside my mouth. Not long when he broke our kiss and asked.
"Do I still make you happy?"
I nod as a reply. My plain smile was still in my lips. I see you standing up and wearing your slippers again, approaching the table and looking at your reflection in the mirror. You were beautiful as usual. Prettier than me, more talented. You have the world in your hands. I'm just a stupid guitarist- and I wish that you'll tell me again, in my ear, that you love me and my music. Music is the only thing that keeps us bonded until now.
Slowly, Shou turned around and his lips formed a sad smile. He asked, "Are you still mine?"
I nodded again and sat up straight. this is not yet the time...
"Be honest because I can sense it. I love you..." This time, Shou faced the mirror and I saw his reflection crying, his beautiful a=face being drenched with the salty tears that has not been there for quite a time now. My Shou is crying. Shaking, he embraced himself and looked at me from the mirror with his eyes the color of red, tears still falling to my table and to his lap. A sudden hit of my own tears formed in my eyes.
"I love you." I answered, my own tears falling to my bed.
"Prove it,"
With that, I called his name again with the softest of my voice and he came, and I openned my arms to him. Then I smiled when he kissed me again and I pushed him to the bed. We started taking of our clothes but Shou pulled me to him and whispered to my ear, still sobbing.
"You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I love you, Hiroto."
He screamed and moaned when I stroke him to fullness. He does the same and he kissed me with so much passion. I managed to speak after a heated kiss and I said, "I love you, Shou... Can things be alright from now on?"
Suddenly, he pulled me and quickly changing places, he was on top of me. You completely removed my clothes and so as yours.
"Yes. So...just shut up and fuck me."
A little chuckle came out of us and my breathing laboured when he put his lubricated fingers inside of me. I couldn't breathe...
Damn it. I love Shou. I was wrong. For a moment there, I thought that I had lost the feeling. "I love you Shou."
"Same here, Hiroto."
Shou giggled and he shut me up with another heated kiss.
This guy... Even if I have these kind of insecurities, some part of him makes me come back to him. Shou is MINE- and I may be insecure sometimes but one thing is for sure- I will never learn how to not love him.
~Owari :)
Notes: First alice nine fic EVER! Hopefully, I could do more, of course.. ShouXHiroto. XD So.. How was it? :D